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that would be enough

(Turn on the video please for best    effect. :> also maybe rest in piece shiloh dynasty)
{thanks to my mama (not really my mom XD) for helping me write dis bc i ran out of ideas and such. i love chu!}   he kissed me i can't belive  this i feel..i feel happy, we stop and i blush "Oh shit.."he says, i cover my mouth "um...oh um.." he turns around "i fucked up really bad didn't i?" theres silence.. he took my first kiss..and im kinda glad it was him..because i like him alot, i get near him and i kiss him again. {hhhhhhhhhhh c r i n g e ahead } he grabs me by my hips {hhhhh im dissapointed in my self XD } and puts me over him. we stop. we look in eachothers eyes "can i tell you something natsu? " "yeah?" "i er..like you,like you" i blushed "then i guess we are equal then" i wink at him {c r i n g e} he smiles and kisses me again.

~a month later~

we come out of school summer break i walk home jade runs behind me "you piece of poop! i forgot my keys and you're just gonna leave me?" we both laugh i see the boys opening the door. "shit! i need to got to the bathroom and they are going to hog it! ;( " she pushes me "then run for it!" i ran to the door past them dropping ,my bag at the door way and i rush into the bathroom and mir bursts out laughing "do you need to go that bad?" "kinda " and i run into the bathroom

'''two minutes later'''

max yells from downstairs. "dayum jade how long will it take for your to get ready for the mall? the f***?" i laugh "chill bro! im just trying to make my self look amazing!" "jade you know we are just going to go to the mall to walk around and maybe go shopping?" i ask as i get up and head upstairs "here lemme help,what do you need to do?" she puts the volume down on her beats pill down "can you do my hair? since your so freaking fast to do your hair" "sure" i say as i laugh, i comb her hair. "do you wanna curl it or tie it up or something?" i ask while still brushing her hair "hmm, maybe put it in a high ponytail?" "sure, i can do that, pass me two hair ties please?" she hands me two black hair ties and i do my thing as she does her makeup. "what happened to mir's arm? there's like..a scar or something? :0 did you you know what and you scratched him?" "WHAT? NONONONONONONONONONONONONONO HE JUST.. HE GOT HURT" she winks "sure~" i pull her hair softly "owwwww" i laugh, i finish and she finishes her makeup also "ready~ but natsumi, how do you have such big you know" "WHA? owow you really want to know? i get implants" she gasps "REALLY?" "hell no!" we both laugh and head downstairs "finally jesus" we all laugh. and head to the mall. we get to the mall and jade spots a hot topic "OKAY BYEEEEE" as she heads towards it dragging me along
As the boys laugh And wave. She drags me inside and she looks around. I spot a sweatshirt, its a melanie martinez sweatshirt. It says crybaby in white in cursive. I pick it up, "40$? I only brought 20$ awh.. " "ill get it for you" i hear mir say. "No thanks.. Ill vwork for it! Thanks though" {being In love with you seems like a really bad idea.} me and mir have been Secretly "dating" he's really nice and he buys me something if i ask for it. But i always give him back money. Nobody in the house knows, we don't want them to know anyway. "No really, ill buy it for you! " "no no no its fine, use that money for your self' i smile. {I really ship this. :v even though i use the name natsumi near the person who is based off of mir. :> kay on to the story XD lololol lol.}  "No it's fine, here take it" he hands me money. "Mir really.. Take it back, i can't use your hard earned money, take it back. " he walks away smiling. I pull out my phone. "Ill pay u back ;> "
"I know you will. ;] " i smile and buy it and buy him something. I go up to jade she has a stack of clothing."do you really have that much money?" "of course i do, being a you tuber and a part time model gets you a lot of money, plus im really good at my job ;) " i laugh "then you'd be wasting hard earned money? use that money for more makeup and stuff you can use as a model" she smiles "i can't hear you mom" i laugh again, when you're broke don't come crawling to me" she looks at me "fine, look at the outfits i put together and look at them and pick out the best ones, okay? and DON'T troll me or else you'll see what ill do to your room" she smirks at me and gives me the half of the stack of clothes,makeup,jewlery she stacked together " i don't even know what goes together the fk?" theres sticky notes on stuff im smart and you're not so hah." "you're mean" i say in a childish sarcastic voice.

'''after the mall'''

jay,max and jade went somewhere and me and mir went home because we were tired as hell once we got inside the house he said to me "now you have to pay me back"  "oh i forgot, but okay ill pay you back" i kiss his cheek and i give him a bracelet that has a "M" on it  "ill get one for my self later, im really sleepy right now so good night" i kiss him good night and head upstairs to take a shower i head to bed and i fall asleep

{OH MY G O D i wrote 1,000 werds on dis and the reason is because i joined the 30 day challenge :> thanks to

@Potatosun for helping me to get my inspo back lov ya!}