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[A/N im sorry if this is bad and i shove a bit of quotes from hamilton down your throat 😂)

~•natsumi POV~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~
I hoped everything was going right for mir.
~•a few days later~•
I get up from my bed, i tie my hair, its silent. It feels cold, i feel cold, i feel alone. Max, jade and jay aren't coming back untill next month. And i don't know when they'll let me visit mir. I call them "hello! Um, can i visit today? "  "no" no? Thats what they've been telling me but they don't care if im sad they give no shits.

~•two days later~•
I get a call "hello?" i put on the counter on speaker. "Hello is this natsumi amai? " 'yes!" "erm, you can come visit mir now" "thanks" i hang up, "finally, dang how fking long have they kept me waiting?" i head upstairs to get my bag. I leave and i lock the door
~•a few minutes later~•
I finally arrive at the hospital. I go to the front desk and get one of those visitor things from the front desk, they tell me where his room is. "Its the last floor, room erm..19 it has to have his name on the board on the glass door" "thanks" i walk towards the elavator.

~•a few floors later. :> ~•
I get to the last floor and i start walking towards the room looking at each doors number, i get to the last door "it's right here" i knock.
"Come in" mir says. I open the door, he's in his bed using his phone. "Hey" he looks up. "Oh, hey natsu" i wave. I sit down on the little bench infront of his bed. "Is everything fine? Like does anything hurt? "
"Eh, my arm feels numb when i move it, i can't move it but im a savage so i don't give no shits" i laugh "and the food tastes like dog food. Its fucking disgusting. And i don't get full from it either, a little cup of warm peaches or jello, a turkey sandwich that tastes like the "turkey" is a dead rat meat so i don't eat that shit-" i laugh again "and a small ass water bottle that's not even one small ass pinch of water, and the first time i saw that small ass water bottle i was like "what the f*** is this shit?" i laugh "and that's not all  i have a fking COLLECTION of them small ass walter bottles in here" i we both laugh. {Oh shit the cringe is coming}  "oh, come here" i get up and sit on his bed "gimme your hands. I wanna show you something that i learned" i give him my hands {oh noooo} "okay so if you put them together it points to which direction your crush is" he puts my hands side to side. It points directly towards him "well shit" he says in a sarcastic voice. {Here comes the cringe EEEEEEEEEEEE ALSO I SHIP IT 😂}
"Can i do something else?" "what?" he points to my lips. "Can i?" {OML THE CRINGEEEE} "uh. Sure?" unaware of what he meant. {*sigh* you did this sam. yOu dId tHiS tO yOur sElF}
He kisses me.
He
Kissed
Me