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I was running away, as fast as I could. Hearing him talk to me, Delirious.

"Be safe.."

I frowned and started sobbing. I never felt so much, fear. I got to an ally way, I sat down, panting. My body hurts.

Then I heard footsteps, nearby me. I hid behind a trashcan. Hopefully there's no racoons here..at the moment.

I got far away from them..but I know my instincs, I'm not safe. I heard someone talk, with so much anger.

"That guy got away Felix! You could have stabbed him again!" The man's voice got a little bit..glitchy?

"Sorry, but you should realize a while ago that the person I just stabbed belongs to a group. And I know him.." I heard someone say..

"Who?" The man chuckled.

"Lui Calibre." My eyes widened, I gasped a little. Then I feel like someone turned their head.

"Someone is here." I clasped my pocket knife around my hands. Hoping something will happened that it will prevent this from happening.

"The person is near." A deep voice spoke up.

"Where?" A long silence was between them, and I feel like something is about to happen, so I brace myself.

"Y/n.." Someone hugged me from the back, caress my hair, then I slightly calmed down. I turned my face to the person and it's...Wildcat?

"Wh-" He shushed me up, and I did it eventually. He grab my hand gently.

"Let's go. You'll be in danger any second now." We both sneak out, and luckly the three people didn't see us.

"Don't fucking run away ever again." That attitude suddenly changed, huh. I stared at Wildcat, while frowning.

"Why did you...do this?" I looked down, that familiar bad feeling. I wish it will stop any time soon. My eyes squinted.

"I shouldn't be doing this really. Marcel, Delirious..Lui. Should be, doing this." He said not looking at me. But I can feel that he is slightly worried about me.

"But why did you do it?.." We both kept running and running. Until we get to the woods. Its supposed to be dark and scary, but since I'm with someone. I didn't feel those negative feeling.

"You don't act like a killer..you supposed to be a heartless little sh*t you know." Its not a question..but I was just silent. No response coming from me.

"I bet Lui got a c-crush on you.." He slightly stuttered.

Right now, we're just walking slowly and calmly. I wish my life is normal..like it used to be.

"Why are you so quiet? It's so annoying." He turned to me, since he was looking straight forward.

"..If I talk, it will all be just..useless. And besides..I don't know how to have a conversation with someone. I was just a teenager who grew up..losing friends." I looked down, then sighed.

"It wasn't easy for me..he didn't deserve forgiveness..coming from me. He deserve to be in jail. I didn't do anything. It was a torture there." I continued then stopped walking near a tree. Then I punched the crap out of it.

Making my knuckles bleed. I laughed, then tears just suddenly stream down on my face.

"Why did you forgive him then?" He asked while stopping my fists from punching the tree. He hold it, then let me sat down on the ground with him.

"I was stupid, I was deeply in love! And it turned me into an idiot. He left me for his own good, I was betrayed." I just stare at my bloody hands. Observing them flow..out of the wounds.

"You know..we have some similarities." He then handed me a handkerchief.

(Wildcat isn't nice like this. But for the sake of this serial killer. Woman? Yeah.)

"But..we should head back home now." He smirked at me. But before we go, he took out a small medicine kit, and used some bandages for my stupidity.

"We'll wash it when we get home. Are you a masochist? You like hurting yourself?" He raised his eyebrow at me. I chuckled.

"No, but I do like seeing people die, slowly~" I winked at him, smirking back.

"You weirdo."

"Yep, totally."

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