neil and kate

CHAPTER 2

"wake up coco butter ,Get in position at ten, nine , eight , seven, six , five........" I hate waking up like this .

" Good morning, sir." I said presenting myself to him .

"It's six in the morning. You have to get ready, we have appointment with Dr. Daniel Williams at seven."

I groaned out loud.

"Why?"
"Because he is your psychiatrist and I am your Dom, he is also my formal friend. He needs to know you are skipping those pills. Treatment won't work like that Katie. I am meeting him, this is not up for negotiation."

Yes I have SAD that is social anxiety disorder and post stress traumatic disorder PTSD.

I was kidnapped at age of sixteen, nasty things happened. I hate people and public places ever since.

"So Kate what's up this week ? I see you got a new boyfriend."
"He is my Dom Dr. Williams."
"I thought you were a Dom Kate." He said smiling at me. Yes he knows about my lifestyle and supports it .

"No apparently he bought my hospital and blackmailed me into signing the contract."
"She had legal options, she didn't even call a lawyer, well she made the right decision and stopped pretending to be a Dom."
"I wasn't pretending doctor."
"Admit it Kate, you weren't happy being in control if hassels all day at hospital and then dominating Ronald.

Before being a sub admit being a sub "

There was silence. A long time passed. I was furious. He was right

"Doctor I am concerned that Katelyn skipped her pills and broke down at the car parking of the hospital yesterday."

"Katelyn this is thrice ! You know you can't skip antidepressants. Bit after me telling you that week after week. "

"Antidepressants ? Oh ............. No one knows in the family, why ? Why didn't you say that Katie." Neil asked concerned.

"I was handling it alright . I didn't want everyone to worry about me."
Doctor Williams shook his head . Neil just glared at me. I know u will be punished later .

"How long ?" Neil asked the doctor.

"Eight months, before the break up."

Neil pinched his nose bridge, visually fuming. He was trying to control his anger. I could see the effort.

"Can I come to her sessions please ? She is lying about her health to the family, I can't trust her to be honest anymore. I would also like her prescription details to make sure she is taking those pills on time."

"Have you been in a S&M relationship with a depressed person before.? " Dr. Williams asked.

"Yeah two of my trained slaves were depressed, I have also trained a depressed Dom and a dyslexic and other ADHD sub as well. I was the person who trained Katelyn as a sub."

"That's wonderful. I would like you to join the sessions, I would ask Kate's permission to this but I have a feeling she would refuse.
To be honest she's getting worse with each session, her flashbacks, hallucinations, paranoia, SAD is all coming back and she's not cooperating and being honest."

"Doctor Williams I am fine when I am working. It doesn't come then."

"Workaholism is equally destructive Kate you can't sustain that."

"I can. I will." I said stubbornly.

"Alright, I can only advise you Dr Katelyn . See you next week. Please take the meds and think about therapy."