I had a heart attack when I woke up and it was all gone
You read my message right?
Yeah. Thanks for doing that.
So what is it?
Just a random part of a song I got in my head and needed to remember
Ohh. What song is it?
Oh I meant like it was an idea for a song for me to write.
You write songs???
Yeah. You haven't noticed all the stuff I write on myself?
I used to ignore it and pretend it wasn't there
You would wash it off too. I lost some good ideas because of you.
Sorry. I just didn't want to know you.
Because having a male soulmate means you're gay
Basically
WAIT ARE YOU HOMOPHOBIC???
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What?
I'm talking to a gay person and not treating him like a freak of nature and you ask me if I'm homophobic?
So the answer is no
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You're being vague
Okay here goes. If I was gay my parents might grow to hate me. Most of my extended family would shun me. I would lose my girlfriend (duh). Honestly over half the people I know from school would hate me and probably beat me up a few times a day. I'd be the butt of most jokes.
I know
Yeah
I'm gay. I get that all.
Not to be rude, but is that why you're so depressing?
I'm also depressed. Yeah that's part of the reason
Are there other reasons?
No, I just have absolutely no reason for how selfishly depressed I am
Josh noticed that whenever Tyler was sarcastic, it was because he was being defensive. It was his way of avoiding the conversation. You don't have to tell me. I was just trying to help. I think.
Everyone thinks they can help. Everyone is wrong.
Not everyone
It was a hyperbole
Did you realize we just jumped from being lighthearted to being heavy?
Are you calling me fat? Just kidding. But you're the one who brought up depression.
I did
Nobody else knows except you.
Really? Nobody notices?
If they cared, they would notice.
I guess I care then?
You only notice because I show you
And because you cut my arms open in the middle of the night.
I'll have you know you're what's keeping me clean
That's good.
If you hated me, that would be another story
I'm glad I don't hate you
I'm glad I don't hate you either
Now that we've established that |-/
Yeah I'm at school so bye
Bye
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a/n
if you're getting confused as to who is talking, please tell me and i can put indications of it. i'm just lazy right now.
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