The Catalyst

Chapter 31

"No seriously, I want you to have it. Put it in an ankle strap. You'll thank me someday." When Jaden still hesitated, Noah said, "Dharkan works at a blacksmith's shop. He can make me another."

"So you people do have real professions," Jaden teased, but he did accept the knife.

"It turns out that dark magic doesn't put food on the table or pay the taxes."

"Imagine that."

"Well," Noah said, "I should get some rest. We're heading back tomorrow morning."

Jaden twiddled the knife between his fingers. "To bring the catalyst to your cult leader?"

"Yeah."

"Let me know if he ends up using it. I've become quite curious now."

"I will."

Jaden took a deep breath, and held Noah's gaze. "Listen, I don't know how long this will last, me being king. Gods, it still sounds so ridiculous . . . But if it does last, and you ever find yourself in need of a place to stay . . . I hear the knife throwing expert position is available."

Noah couldn't hold back a grin. "Noted."

***

At the first light of dawn, Noah retrieved Shadow from the stables. Nearby a horse trainer was already at work in a wide fenced circle of trampled ground. Noah watched as the young stallion tossed his head and reared. You had to admire the self-control of the trainer who remained in the saddle the whole time.

Dharkan was already mounting Xephos and waited by the gates with Kitera, who was on foot.

"Cute jacket," Dharkan said when Noah joined them.

Noah's gaze hovered on Xephos as the tall black horse stared at him intently. Xephos' weirdness had never bothered him before, but now he was reminded of Kili's ominous words. They're not what they seem.

He shook it off and glanced at Kitera. "You're not coming?"

She shook her head. Noah looked away and patted Shadow's greying coat. He did a final check of the girths, saddle, and bag straps, then made to hop on, but Kitera put her hand on his arm.

"Could we talk?"

Without a word, Noah gave Shadow's reins to Dharkan.

"Don't make me wait too long," Dharkan warned. "We're already a day late!"

Noah walked beside Kitera, an awkward silence stretching between them. They passed the stables and reached the kennels, from which came the occasional bark.

Kitera stopped and crossed her arms. "We put Tessa's dogs here yesterday. They cried so much, it broke my heart." When Noah stayed silent, Kitera sighed. "I . . . I'm sorry."

Noah sighed too. "It's not going to be that easy."

"I thought I was doing the right thing."

"You lied to me," Noah said. "Since that first night at the Traveler's Nest, you've been lying to my face."

"Yeah well, Jaden lied too."

"Gods' sakes, Kitera, do you even hear yourself? Jaden's not my childhood friend – you are."

"I hated lying to you," she said fiercely.

"Really? You were good at it, though. And here I thought Bryani was the actor in the family."

She shook her head, dark brown eyes glistening. "You still don't get it. This is bigger than you and me. I was trying to prevent my father from getting his hands on this catalyst. I don't know what he wants with it and I'm terrified."

"It's fine, Kitera. You were on Tessa's side the whole time and pretending to be on ours. I just wish you'd trusted me enough to come clean."

Kitera wiped under one eye, slightly smudging the kohl. "You know what Tessa told me the first time we met? The more you deny someone their potential, the more they go and seek it elsewhere. And she was right. After all my father's condescending bullshit, Tessa's faith in me was so refreshing! But I was naive, I see that now. I thought she was perfect – I wanted her to be perfect."

It made sense, and Noah really wished she would've told him all that a week ago. Because right now he couldn't get past his anger.

"You gave her my letter. She had my mother arrested and thrown in the dungeons where she remained for days. She'd still be down there if her cell hadn't been next to Jaden's. Clearly Tessa didn't have that much faith in you if she felt the need to have leverage on me."

"I didn't know she would do that, you have to believe me!" Kitera pleaded.

Noah glanced away. "Even if I believe you, it doesn't change what happened."

He turned to walk away, but she held him back again. "Wait. Hear me about about my father, at least. I sent Red to the house and he came back with a note from Sofi. She wants to bond with a demon now, and he's considering it. She's only thirteen!"

"He wouldn't do it," Noah said. "He made us wait 'til we were fifteen, he'll do the same for her."

"I'd be happy to be proven wrong about this. It's just, I got a bad feeling. Can you let me know if the girls are okay as soon as you get there? I'll send Red."

"All right."