the second facility was nicer but strict, they had a 3 month rule before you could have any visitors and when the 3 months hit i was so excited to see louis but also terrified he would change his mind on how he felt about me. maybe he would finally see that i was fucked up beyond return and give up on me.
"hi baby" louis said when he walked into the hospital. he engulfed my in a bone crushing hug which i returned and we both started crying
"i missed you so much lou" i said sobbing
"i missed you too harry" he said pulling away from me and allowing us to sit down "your therapist has been telling me you're doing good"
i nodded "it's hard but they have me on an antidepressant which helps a lot but i'm clean, i haven't self harmed, i'm still struggling a lot with suicidal thoughts but i'm trying. i really am"
louis smiled at me, he was proud.
"how are you guys doing"
he smiled "we're good, the boys miss you. they wish they could have come" i nodded "management let us postpone touring and recording until you're better"
i nodded "my therapist said if i keep improving i might be able to come out in the next 3 months"
"that would be great h"
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Angels deserve to die-Larry Stylinson
Fanfictionedited. I just wanted to do it fast But you always stopped me "Don't do this Harry please" "I need you please Harry don't do this to me" "I'm begging you on my knees, please open the door" You were so warm and caring That I almost believed you wou...
