Do you think I like being like this?
Do you think I enjoy having no control over my emotions?
That every emotion I feel is dependent on outside influences, especially you?
Do you think I like being so dependant on you that the thought of you leaving tears me apart and sends me into a panic?
Do you think I like being angry over the smallest thing?
That I like when the anger is so large and so consuming its like a raging wildfire and I am just dandelion?
Do you think I like zoning out? Never remembering what people say?
Do you think I like living in my own personal hell?
Because I don't
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The Inner Workings Of My Heart: A Series Of Poems
PoetryA series of poem that I write from time to time. Dedicated to the ones who inspired them and my amazing boyfriend and love of my life. 💕
