" i just need someone to talk some sense to me, i found love where it wasn't suppose to be."
I sat in the middle of the forest, nothing but a night gown on while I sobbed. It sounds dramatic but I couldn't breathe in the house.
It felt like everything was crashing down around me and I was suffocating. It hurt, everything hurt.
I didn't want to be this monster that I am, I didn't want to have abilities. I just wanted to sleep for a long time.
Someone had to put me to rest because I was currently losing my mind. Although it seemed fine in the beginning it feels like everything just became clearer and I now understand that I had to live the rest of my life like this.
A monster
I scream out into the silent night, thankful no one would be able to hear me out here. I tugged at my hair while crying harder.
I needed my mother. I needed her now.
I know I never knew her but I felt at this moment she would be the only person to understand. I needed her arms around me while reassuring me everything would be alright. I needed her to take this helplessness away.
Throwing my fists into the ground I felt pain spread throughout my knuckles but continued taking all this rage out.
My screams echoed around me and I've never felt this broken in my life. I usually have a plan, I stay calm and collected. But it felt like my emotions have run haywire.
I didn't know what I needed or what to do. I felt lost and scared. I'm always one step ahead but I felt like I was seven behind.
I felt so alone and empty. I drank blood.
I drink human blood and enjoy it. I enjoy inflicting pain and I'm scared of myself.
I'm not sure how I'm suppose to control myself. I can't .
Sobbing I rock back and forth, looking at my hands when fire sparked out of my finger tips like a dancing flame.
I stare at my hands that were currently in flames yet I felt nothing.
I sob out harder, feeling pain surge throughout me while I sobbed out into the empty forrest. I wanted to forget the world.
"Iliana?" A deep voice asked from behind me and I heard heavy footsteps approach me.
A body walked around me and kneeled down in front of me, my eyes glanced up into his dark ones, his hair was messy like he had just awoke.
I wipe my face while looking away from his questioning eyes. He sat down in front of me and I could feel his eyes burning into the side of my head.
"What are you doing out here?" I whisper out, hearing the wind swirl through the trees, rattling through the leaves.
His lips tilted upwards slightly, I hiccuped out while biting down my sobs.
"God was wreaking havoc on my brain tonight," He retorts.
YOU ARE READING
Heaven
Paranormal"Once, there was a devil and an angel, who fell deeply in love with one another. Something so rare and beautiful, something to end tragically." Iliana was troubled, she didn't have that thing inside her, that thing that told you right from wrong. It...