Where Forever Ends

I can feel my heart beating in my chest quickening its pace faster with each breath, tears stream down my face. I hate this stupid, uselss life. What's the point of it anyways, you live through it only to die. "Shut up" the deep man's voice calls. I whimper, cowering slower in my chair. He's scratching at my arms hold his grip tightly on my arm. "what do you want from me" i ask in a shallow voice. his face was just inches from mine. I could feel the sweat from his face leaking onto mine. "i want YOU!' he screamed.

I flew up outa my bed tears streaming down my pale face, I went down on my knees. My hands franticly covering my face catching my tears as they fell. "Why does this always happen to me?" i cry out worried and scared. I hear a knock at my door "Babe are you okay?" i hear a deep strained voice coming from my hallway. I quickly stand up and rushed to the door flinging it open jumping into the arms of Nick. Crying into his shoulder. He wraps his arms around me tangleing his finger's in my long black hair. "whats wrong my love?" I just kept weeping into his shoulder. I couldnt bare to tell him i was scared of him. His very face is the one who tries to kill me every night. In my warey dreams. Though im not sure why because he has been my boyfriend for four and a half years and nothing has ever gone wrong. infact i thought we were going to get married but i dont know how that would happen if i couldnt get over my fake dreams. "NIck.. Just hold me.. Dont let go.. Just promise you wont let go..." i said through sobs. I couldnt bare to tall him.