Why
Oh God Why
I did everything I could
To be good
And yet you killed me
You killed me
...
This is hell
I am stuck in a room
Of absolute darkness
The smallest red light
In the form of a drop
Falling from a sky
I feel blood
Thick and Red
Dripping
Slowly from my head
...
I feel you
And your claws
Slowly carving
A skull on my back
I feel the ground
Turning into deep water
And as it slowly sinks me in
I try to swim
But the water won't let me
...
I feel angels watching
The ones from heaven
Telling me that it's my fault
That I deserve to drown
That I'm a sinner
That I should die
...
I feel myself remembering
My short life
How they slapped me and hit me
How he made my cry
How he broke my heart
How I broke my spirit
I did nothing
And maybe that's the sin
...
I wake up
I'm not dead
I am more alive than ever
Tears drop down my eyes
Not tears of light
But tears of fear
I realize now
What I was scared of
...
Will I die alone
Will people keep hurting
If I do nothing
Or will doing something
Make everything worse
Maybe it's time
To face my truth
My real nightmare
...
You cannot hurt me
You cannot kill me
I won't let you
I don't deserve death
I am no sinner
And I will not let you
Make me one
I am wide awake
And I will never return
To the blindness
Of the Nightmare
YOU ARE READING
The Waves of Clementine
PoetryMy stupid poetry book filled with dark stuff and funny stuff and fangirl stuff. Basically just a giant collection of cringey teenage poems. Enjoy!
