Stop Hiding

Come Back To Me {23}

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'One, two, three, four'

'When I'm fat and old and my kids think I'm a joke
'Cause I move a little slow when I dance
I can count on you after all that we've been through
'Cause I know that you'll always understand'

'I won't act my age, no, I won't act my age
No, I'll still feel the same around you
Hey!'

'When I'm fat and old and my kids think I'm a joke
'Cause the stories that I told, I tell again and again
I can count on you after all we got up to
'Cause I know that you truly understand'

'I won't act my age, no, I won't act my age
No, I'll still feel the same around you
I won't act my age, no, I won't act my age
No, I'll still feel the same and you will, too
Hey!'

'When I can hardly walk and my hair is falling out
We'll still stay up 'til morning
We'll throw the after-party, oh, yeah, oh, yeah'

'I won't act my age, no, I won't act my age
No, I'll still feel the same around you
I won't act my age, no, I won't act my age
No, I'll still feel the same and you will, too
Hey!'

I read act my age, and smile. Niall was always saying he'd write a song for us. I guess, this is that song.

"Did you read Act My Age?" I ask Liam. He smiles at me anf laughs lightly.

"Yeah. Harry and I looked trough the book at home. He cried a few times while reading some songs. Don't tall him you know." Liam chuckles. "Ok. Look at the songs dedicated to you."

I nod, and turn my attention back to Niall's song book.

Multiple songs have 'Dedicated To Louis' at the top, It melt my heart.

I read all the songs written to me. A small sad smile is plastered to my face, as I hold back tears the best I can. One song catches my eyes though.

Truly Madly Deeply

It was written the day before the accident

'Am I asleep, am I awake, or somewhere in between?
I can't believe that you are here and lying next to me
Or did I dream that we were perfectly entwined?
Like branches on a tree, or twigs caught on a vine?'

'Like all those days and weeks and months I tried to steal a kiss
And all those sleepless nights and daydreams where I pictured this,
I'm just the underdog who finally got the boy'

'And I am not ashamed to tell it to the world
Truly, madly, deeply, I am
Foolishly, completely falling
And somehow you kicked all my walls in
So baby, say you'll always keep me
Truly, madly, crazy, deeply in love with you
In love with you'

'Should I put coffee and granola on a tray in bed
And wake you up with all the words that I still haven't said?
And tender touches, just to show you how I feel
Or should I act so cool like it was no big deal?'

'Wish I could freeze this moment in a frame and stay like this
I'll put this day back on replay and keep reliving it
'Cause here's the tragic truth if you don't feel the same
My heart would fall apart if someone said your name'

'And truly, madly, deeply, I am
Foolishly, completely falling
And somehow you kicked all my walls in
So baby, say you'll always keep me
Truly, madly, crazy, deeply in love with you'

'I hope I'm not a casualty,
I hope you won't get up and leave
May not mean that much to you
But to me it's everything, everything'

'Truly, madly, deeply, I am
Foolishly, completely falling
And somehow you kicked all my walls in
So baby, say you'll always keep me
Truly, madly, crazy deeply in love with you
In love with you
In love with you
With you, oh!'

Tears were in my eyes, ready to spill. I saw a note at tee end and i decided to read it.

'To my dearest Louis.
I am truly madly deeply in love with you. I will be till the day I die.

{Dear future Niall,
Sing this for Louis. Don't let him go. He is way too good for you. But for some reason, he loves you, make sure to keep him happy.}

I finish the note and song, and I start to cry. Niall. He loved me, and I cheated on him.

I just want Niall to wake up.

I want him to come back to me.

I wish I could turn back time. But i can't.

Now our twins are gone, and Niall could be next....

A/N:

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Heylo!!!

How is everyone?

I wanted to use one of Niall's new songs from his new album, but i decided on truly, Madly, Deeply.

I hope you guys like the chapter today!! Let me know your thoughts!!

Have a lovely day!!

- Laylania xxx