Behind The Computer. [H2OVanoss]

Chapter 4

"I'm so sorry. It appears she lost a lot of blood during the surgery. She's not dead but she's not alive either.. She's in a coma and we don't know how long it'll be when she wakes up."

I stare at him for a couple of seconds. She's not dead but she's not alive either.

(A/n Somewhere around here is where the song ends but feel free to continue playing it!)

I let it sink in.
"She's in a coma? You guys are doctors! You're supposed to help her stay alive! Not let her in a coma! WHY DID NOBODY INFORM ME?!" Before I knew it, I broke. I began feeling something warm leave my eyes.

"Sir, we're so sorry. The good news was that she was able to give birth. It's a boy.. I'm so sorry. I wasn't in the operating room but if I was I would've done everything in my willpower to keep her awake."

I sit down, bringing my hands to my face. I feel someone hugging me and repeatly telling me, You'll be okay, Johnny boy.

I continue crying until I feel something warm in my head.

I take out my hands from my face and lightly touch my head.

Blood..?

I bring my hands up my head again panicking when I realize what just happened.

I crashed.

I attempt to get out of my car but my legs are stuck. Oh, fuck me.

I look around me, seeing nothing but trees.

"Be careful, Johnny."

I cringe.

"I'm so sorry, Leah. I promise I'll be careful next time."

As soon as I drag myself out, I just lay there. Looking at the sky once again. It really is such a beautiful sight.

"Hey, Johnny. Isn't it beautiful out tonight?"

"Leah, Honey? Yes, it truly is beautiful." I say back.

"As much as I want you here with me, There's people here that are waiting for you. Don't come with me at all, Johnny." I turn and see Leah next to me. She looks lifeless but still beautiful.

"Leah, I miss you." Leah turns to me. She says nothing but smiles. She starts to stand up and I attempt to try to do the same.

She kneels Infront of me and whispers something in to my ear.

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As I wake up, I realize I'm not in the street anymore. I begin looking around once again and see a woman crying. She has her hands in her face but I can still see the tears.

Was I like that with Leah?

The woman looks up at me and quickly comes over to me. She looks old but the woman still seems a bit young.

"Jonathan! You're awake!"

I stare blankly at her. She continues smiling. She hugs me out of a sudden. I attempt to pat her back but I can't raise my arms.

"I apologize m'am. But.. Who are you? Did you perhaps get the wrong room?" I stare at her and see the color drain from her face. I hear her mutter a, Oh no. As I stare at her in confusion I don't seem to realize the fact that she left the room.

Who was that lady?
I blankly continue staring at the hospital ceiling. As I try to remember or try to recognize her face, I realize I can't.

Wait. Why am I here? I was with Leah a few moments ago.. Wasn't I ?

A/n

1192 words. HEY WAAAAZZZZAAAAHHHH!! So this chapter it gets confusing. Ya know, Johnny boy keeps thinking about Leah and he gets in a car crash and all that shenanigans. So the car crash is happening in the present. The Leah stuff happened in the past.

John was getting the two mixed up and before he knew it, He accidentally made the car go faster which caused him to panick and turn outta nowhere. If someone still doesn't understand please leave a comment and I'll help try to help you understand. The song used was My Chemical Romance, Desert Song. This song always makes me cry ya know and I wanted to at least include it on a chapter. And ya know the usual, I hope ye enjoy! I'm getting excited muahaha!! I promise I'll bring in Evan in the upcoming chapters :D