Internal affairs

chapter 13

"Has anyone ever told you your adorable when your embarrassed " alex teased

"N-no..." he continued to blush.

"Ill ask the docter if i can get out a day early" alex walked to the front desk and convinced them to let him go

"Ok we can go now !" Alex pipped

"YAYYYYY." John smiled

"Lets go!" They walked out of the hospital and hopped in the car when they go back to the dorm alex flops back onto the bed

"Seriously. You were in a bed for days and the first thing you do is go back to bed?"

"Im just admiring the comfort "

"Why dont you join me"

He blushed and nodded. He laid down on the bed and smiled at Alex.

"See i told you 😉" alex said as he cuddled up to john

John blushed, "I love you."

Alex gazed into john eyes "i love you to" "lets go meet up eith the sisters they  probably want to see u. Plus the have your, turtle"

"WHO GAVE THEM MY TURTLE." John looked at him frantic.

"Well they couldnt just leave it alone with no food so they took it in" alex laughed

"Yeah," he nodded, "okay."

They walked over to the shuyler house and knocked on the door peggy awnsered-.-

"HEY JOHN!" She smiled, she then noticed Alex. "oh. okay."

"Hey peggs. Can I see Tobillo?"

She nodded, "he's in the aquarium. Follow me." She smiled.

John smiled and followed Peggy to the aquarium.

Alex felt un welcome so he just stood outside waiting for john and tobillo

Around 15 minutes later john came back with Tobillo.

"BYE PEGGLES!"

"BYE TURTLEBOI!"

The door closed.

"Alright, lets go home hm?" He smiled at Alex.

"Ya lets.." alex smiled looking back to see peggy glareing out the window at him

"You okay, dear?" He smiled at got in the car with Tobi.

"Ya im good just admireing how great you are with turtles"

He smiled and blushed slightly, "thank you."

They drive home and alex flops down on the couch for some reason he was thinking about children

John took out his sketchbook and sat in his bed, drawing Alex. He doesn't do it on purpose it just happens, he sketched a human frame and then he adds what he likes. And it's always Alex. He has a personal folder of drawings just of Alex but he doesn't want him to know about it. He's a lil embarrassed bout it.

"Whatcha drawing john"

John blushed and closed the sketchbook immediately, "oh, uhm. Nothing important." He smiled weakly.

"Oh come on showww me" alex groans

"It was nothing!" He blushed noticeably.

"Oooh now im curious your embarrassed "

"I- am not!" He blushed into a deeper shade of red.

Tell that to the tomato sitting next to me

"I'm n-not embarrassed! I- i don't know what you're talking about!"

"then why dont u show me"

"B-because it's not important!"

"Then u can show me cause its not important "

"Dammit Alex."

"Yup . Now hand it over..!!"

He scoffed, "fine." He handed Alex the sketchbook.

Alex looked at it the looked back john with tears in his eyes

"What? Is it really that bad? Why are you crying?"

"No its beautiful i love it" alex smiled with awe

"Really?" He smiled.

"Of course" alex said kissing him on the forhead

"Thanks, that means a lot."

"You've always been amazing at it "!

"Thanks." He smiled.

"What do u want to do tonight?"

"Anything you'd like."

Alex giggled "how about you"

John blushed, "hm?"

"Well?"

"John i was kidding im not going to push you into anything"

John smirked, "who said I didn't want to?"

"Are you sure?" Alex asks

"Why wouldn't I be?"

"I love you" alex says as he kisses john

"I love you too." He smiled.

"Hey john ive been thinking"alex says with a concerned look

"Mhm?"

"What do you see in our future"

"Well, I see us getting our dream jobs, moving in together, adopting a dog, and more turtles." He chuckled looking up, thinking. "I see eventually me proposing, and you hopefully saying yes. If so, I see a small wedding with our closest friends, no family though. I add a happy life." He smiled, "b-but if that's not what you want that okay- I mean if you don't want to have a future with me-"

"Its ever since i almost died ive been thinking.. what have i done with my life. If i would have died there was so much stuff i hadn't done. So many thing i would have never got to see. So many things i never would have got to say to you..."

"Like what?"

"Like how much i love you.  When i see you my life gets just a little bit better. And when you cry i cry harder. I never want to live my life without you and if i lost you- *alex started crying* i-i don't think i could handle it.."

John got close to Alexander and wiped his tears, "shh, it's okay. I love you, darling. I love you so much, with all of my heart."

"And i love you more than my own life " alex kisses john and grabs his face with passion

John smiles and kissed him back for about 1-2 minutes. Their kiss full of passion, love, lust, desire for the other.

Just then angelica bursts in crying "PEGGY GOT IN A CAR CRASH"!