I dont wanna do this anymore

The funeral

Jaleigh

Today was the day of my mamas funeral.

Everyone was crying but i felt like i had to stay strong for mama.

Me and my sisters decided to wear mamas favorite color blue.

This was mamas favorite color so me and my sisters wore this everyone else wore black and white

I sat in the front row with my sisters Jahseh wanted to sit next to me but Lucas bit him to it.

Jahseh then sat un between my legs I laughed sadly at his pettiness.

And played with his blonde dreads I gotta redo this side dye and all.

My mind keep wondering because I can't stomach the fact.

That she is actually gone

I really can't everyone was crying well everyone but Lucas he didn't no her.

But i wish he got to I miss my moms but she is in a better place

Like she told me when we my real dad died she said "don't cry mija he went home"

I repeated those words constantly.

But today I told them to my sisters to remind them mamas okay

After the funeral

We all went out to eat I rode with Lucas to red lobster

He then asked me "bae when we going back to Atlanta"

I looked at him and said "Lucas my mom just died I need to be here"

He then grabbed my neck and tried to choke me and said "listen bitch I really dont

Give a whole fuck bout u dead hoe ass mama but I know u not finna leave

This gang and we going back to Atlanta tomorrow" he then pushed my head away.

I was bout to beat his ass but im just gonna let Jahseh do it fuck outta here wit dat fuck shit

Because bitch

I ain't wit it

I had to act like i was a scared lil bitch so I brung out the tears

He then looked at me wit a hurt expression and said "I'm so sorry baby it won't happen again"

See classic he thinks just because he changes his face expression and the tone of his voice im fall for the ugly hoe again

Not today nigga u got the wrong one. Thats y when he go back to Atlanta imma get my dad and ayo & teo and chance on him

But anyway Thats where y'all lil girls go wrong.

Do ya really think he changed in a second hell nah

Like my girl fetus she wit  this pussy nigga Jason and he beat on her.

But i gotta feeling she bout to get out that bitch
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But anyway I nodded like a lil bitch as we pulled up to red lobster

I then jumped out that car fast asf and ran to Jahseh giving him a hug.

Jahseh

Jaleigh just got here and she ran up to me and hugged me she then whispered "beat Lucas ass"

I didn't even question that shit she asked me to beat his ass.

Imma beat that shit no questions asked. Fuck u mean like if she ask me to beat up her walls imma do that shit too

I'll ask questions after i beat his ass.

After the fight jaleigh pulled me to the bathroom in red lobster and cleaned off my cuts.

I then asked her "what did he do to you"

She sighed and said "he was talkin..wait no demanding me to leave tomorrow

Then he was talking bout ya moms a hoe and he dont give a fuck bout her death."

She then stopped and looked down I could feel my blood boiling i then saw her rub her neck.

I lifted her head and saw hand marks i was mad so mad i looked like this emoji 😡

I was bout to go back out there and beat his ass again but jaleigh stopped me with a....

                    Tbc

Nah I'm just playing I'm not gonna end it here

A kiss she kissed me I haven't felt or taste her delicious lips

In 2 years u don't kno how soft them shits felt.

I then remembered that fuck nigga lips been here to so i softly bit her bottom lip, grabbed her ass and whispered "mine"

That caused her to blush a deep blush. 

I really love this girl.

And hopefully she stays here this time.

Should she stay or go home. What is going on between her and jahseh. Did u think Lucas was gonna be one of those niggas.

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