I dont wanna do this anymore

Preview The funeral

Jaleigh

Today was the day of my mamas funeral.

Everyone was crying but i felt like i had to stay strong for mama.

Me and my sisters decided to wear mamas favorite color blue.

This was mamas favorite color so me and my sisters wore this everyone else wore black and white

I sat in the front row with my sisters Jahseh wanted to sit next to me but Lucas bit him to it.

Jahseh then sat un between my legs I laughed sadly at his pettiness.

And played with his blonde dreads I gotta redo this side dye and all.

My mind keep wondering because I can't stomach the fact.

That she is actually gone

I really can't everyone was crying well everyone but Lucas he didn't no her.

But i wish he got to I miss my moms but she is in a better place

Like she told me when we my real dad died she said "don't cry mija he went home"

I repeated those words constantly.

But today I told them to my sisters to remind them mamas okay

After the funeral

We all went out to eat I rode with Lucas to red lobster

He then asked me "bae when we going back to Atlanta"

I looked at him and said "Lucas my mom just died I need to be here"

He then grabbed my neck and tried to choke me and said "listen bitch I really dont

Give a whole fuck bout u dead hoe ass mama but I know u not finna leave

This gang and we going back to Atlanta tomorrow" he then pushed my head away.

I was bout to beat his ass but im just gonna let Jahseh do it fuck outta here wit dat fuck shit

Because bitch ass nigga

I ain't wit it

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