I dont wanna do this anymore

Reconnecting

Jaleigh

I sung into my brush the water from my hair drip onto the floor.

I danced to Magnolia by Playboi Carti.

My music was cut off by Jahseh calling me.

I answered on the third ring because I didn't want to the seem desperate.

"Hello." I spoke sweetly.

"What are you doing later tonight?" He asked.

"Oh okay no hey." I chuckled.

"Oh let's start that conversation over." He spoke childishly.

"Hey Jaleigh." He greeted me.

"Boy what do you want , I have hair to deal with?" I asked.

"What are you doing tonight?" He asked me again.

"I'm sleeping." I tell him.

"Well cancel that we hitting a party on the east side. And you coming." He tells me , basically planning my whole night out.

"You know my mom won't let me go." I pout.

"Then sneak out." He spoke lowly.

"Boy how in the hell do I suppose to escape from a two story house filled with people?" I asked him.

My mom knocked on my door before entering my room.

I sat my phone down and pretended to be focused on my hair.

"Hey we going out, do NOT let nobody in this house and watch your sisters. You understand?" She said checking herself out in my mirror.

"Yes ma'am." I spoke putting my hair in a bun.

"We might get a hotel to just because so if I'm not here in the morning start breakfast for me okay?" He said kissing my cheek.

I nodded my head making her smile.

She then walks out my room while closing my door.

I picked up my phone to see if Jahseh was on the line still.

"What time do I have to be ready?" I asked him.

"Ten." He tells me.

I look at the time and rolled my eyes.

"Jahseh ! It's eight how in the hell do I suppose to be ready in damn near an hour?" I whined.

"Figure it out because your going." After that sentence he hangs up.

The hell was I supposed to do in less than two hours.

It was almost nine now.

I'm always getting put on the spot.

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I held onto Jahseh as every body else danced at turned up.

We where just walking in and I felt so many stares.

"I'ma leave your ass." Jahseh tells me.

Before I could beg him to stay he had a group of girls pulling on him.

Literally.

They took him to this room and shut the door.

That left me and Ski alone.

But it wasn't long before they took him away to.

The party was lit for other people but I didn't know nobody here so I was just lonely.

I roamed the house and found myself in the kitchen.

The other guy named wifi was in there getting drinks.

He seemed cool so we hit it off for a while until X came from the back.

"Yo girls are amazing." Jahseh smiled .

He had a hickey on almost every place that can be seen and since he never wears a shirt you could see a lot of them.

"What's the point of bringing me here if you leave me?" I mumbled.

"Because you're new here and lonely." He said nudging my shoulder.

"I rather be lonely." I tell him.

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The party was over and it was five in the morning.

I wanted to go home but Jahseh refused to take me.

"Seven minutes of heaven." Ski said.

They wrote numbers on a a small pieces of paper and put it in a glass cup.

"Who ever name you pull is who you take in the closet for seven minutes." Stokeley explained.

Ooh my dumb ass thought they wrote numbers.

The very few girls and boys that stayed nodded their heads as I sat there.

Before the game started my phone started to blow up.

Messages from my mom.

Oh fuck.