Regrets + Jjk [C]

FOUR

The next day, you didn't attend to school. I thought you were late but you didn't showed up until the next period. It was silence. Peace. I like it. No one bothers me. No one annoys me. No partner. No body near me. But..suddenly it felt empty. It felt Lonely. It felt like i was missing something. That feeling kept me wondering what was it? I kept thinking about it all day. Until it was end of school time. I just ignored the feeling. I thought this feeling will disappear tomorrow. I waited all night. All day. Until i fell asleep.

I opened my eyes so sudden. I checked the time and it was 2 AM. I didn't know what made me woke up. I can't sleep after that. I stayed awake. I remembered what i dreamt about. My mom. She was crying. Yelling. Screaming. For help. I was there. Watching. Smirking. I was. She was...rapped by my..father. They're married now. Why should it be a rapped? My father is in jail now. My mother died. I'm alone. I felt like my cheek was wet. I touch my cheek and it was water. Tear. I cried. I quickly wiped it and continue my sleep.

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