INTEZAAR-:ehsaas-e-dil

Inkaar

Chapter-3

Sleep was invisible for me, I just coudnt hold on to my happiness. She was going to be mine forever the next day. Mera intezaar uskey liye aj khatam hojaye ga, I got up and started jumping up and down on my bed. A sudden feeling crept in my heart and I sat down, my heart felt heavy and an uneasy feeling filled all around me.
Dil mai aik ajeeb sa khauf araha thaa jaisey key kuch bauhat bura honey wala hai, jaisey key wo mujsey miloo dur hojaye gee aur mai kuch nahi ker paaon ga. I kept my hand on my heart and it was beating really fast, my body started sweating from each and every corner and my hands shivered. Yeh kiya horaha hai? I asked myself
Itna dar kyu lag raha hai mujhey?

Ya Allah reham farma, meray maula mere madad kr. Allah hifazat kr meri aur meri Anum ki, sukoon dey meray is bechain dil ko.
I raised my hands in prayer while sitting on the prayer mat after praying my Fajar.
Finally I felt some peace in my heart, bus khuda karey humara nikkah khair sey hojaye! Ameen
Keeping the mat back to its place I lied down on my bed and soon sleep overtook me.

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Mai sadkey jawaan meri guriya, kitni pyaari lag rahe hai. Allah tumhey nazr-e-bad sey bachaye, Ameen! Khala says while kissing my forehead.
I looked at myself in the big mirror infront of me, embroidered grey pinkish dress, heavy makeup was all over my face and I guess I looked so pretty. Aj meri zindagi ka subsey khoobsurat din hoga, aj mujhey meri mohabbat mil jaye gee jiska mai kahin mahinoo sey shiddat sey intezaar ker rahe thee. I smile to myself as a hot tear rolled down my eyes.

Her aik larki key liye yeh bauhat hee khoobsurat din hota hai, bus aik cheez ki kami hai meray maa baap ki duaoon ki. Kaash wo bhi mil jatee mujhey.
Hussain ney mujhey itna pyaar diya itni khushyaan dii mai jitna bhi Allah ka shukar ada keroon wo kam hai. Usney meray tootey huwey dil ko apni mohabbat sey jor diya mere ankhoon key ansoon ko khushi mai tabdeel kerdiya.

Chalo beta nikkah ka waqt hogya hai molvi sahab agaye hain, khala comes to my side and kisses my forehead.
We both walk downstairs, everything was decorated so beautifully and perfectly.
Hussain's family had asked for the nikkah to be simple so thats why we planned everything here itself. I smiled as I saw him sitting there, my heart was beating rapidly as excitement plus nervousness caught inside.

A thin net was put on between us both as the nikkah was about to start. I could see some sort of uneasiness in his eyes and a shiver ran down my spine.
Nikkah shroo kerain? Molvi sahad asked me and I nodded.

Anum Waleed vald Waleed Ahmer kiya apko Hussain Asif sey yeh nikkah qubool hai?
Qubool hai! I replied softly

Kiya apko qubool hai? He asked again
Qubool hai! Just once more and I will be his

Kiya apko qubool hai?
Qubool hai! And I spoke for the last time as tears rolled down my eyes. Khala hugged me tightly and aunty patted my head.

Now it was hussain's turn.

Hussain Asif Wald Asif kareem kiya apko Anum Waleed sey yeh nikkah qubool hai?
He looked at me confusingly and I gripped my clothes tightly. Yeh kaisa dar hai iski ankhoon mai, I got scared.
Hussain beta kiya apko qubool hai?
He remained silent but didnt utter a word and kept blinking looking at the people around.

Qubool nahi hai! He whispered
No I think I heard wrong, mai bhi na pagal hoon.
Kiya apko qubool hai? Maulvi sahab asked him again. Qubool nahi hai, and this time his words were clear. My heart shattered into a trillion pieces and I coudnt hold on anymore.
Chor diya hussain tumney! A whimper escaped my lips and blackness surrendered me.

Authors note!

AssalamOAilekum!
Yeh kiya hogya hai?
Jis larki ko wo itna chahta thaa usee ko usney akhir inkaar kyu kerdiya?

Any ideas?
Why did he do this?

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