Finding what i didn't know was missing

chapter 3

"So where do your parents work?" Kevin asked.

"Um well my mom she works for this rich guy and my dad works as a car sales man"

"Oh cool, cool, who is your moms boss?"

"I don't know some white guy"

"Well is it just you and your sister's or do you have more siblings"

"Just us, literally. what about you?"

"Just me and my sister, my brother died in my moms stomach so he was never born"

"Oh sorry"

"oh no its fine I never met him so I can't really feel anything" still sad.

"Still. How did he die?"

"Well my dad was abusive"

"Oh, wow, was he just abusive to your mom or..?"

"No I didn't allow that so I would pick a fight with him so he wouldn't hurt my mom"

"That's good kinda"

"Yeah but don't get it wrong my mom didn't take his shit, but he still would try and one day my mom came home and my dad was on top of me yelling so my mom came to try get him off me and he hit her right in the stomach"

"Damn that had to hurt. Why was he on top of you? He wasn't gonna... "Rape me? Hell no he just was mad because I didn't ever listen to him"

"Oh fuck, I'm sorry I just thought... "No I get it" I looked down embarrassed.

"Um not trying to make you upset or anything but have you? Like ever been... "Oh, me, um.." I knew what he was asking and I didn't want to answer. thank god the waitress came Back with our drinks. Took long enough.

"So what would you guys like to eat?" She asked looking at me then Kevin.

"I'll have the lobster and shrimp papadelle pasta and for my sides I'll have the sauteed spinach and broccolini" dang this man can eat. All that must cost a lot.

"Okay" the waitress said writing on her notepad " and you sir" she asked looking at me.

"Oh, um I'll just take the hand cut French fries"

"okay anything else?"

"Umm no I'm good"

"Hey you can get whatever you want I'll take Care of it" Kevin said grabbing a hold on both of my hand on top of the table where everyone could see.

"Um no i... Its okay I'll get it. I'm just not really hungry"

"You told me you haven't ate all day"

"I know I haven't..." that's before I knew we were going to somewhere expensive "I'm just not a huge eater" Kevin sat back in his seat letting my hands go. He looked at me then the waitress.

"Okay get him the fries and I'll also take some fries please" I knew why he wanted the extra fries but I just let him order it because I was hungry.

"So do you work?" Kevin asked a little sad but still holding the smile on his face. Witch now seemed forced.

"Um kinda"

"were at?"

"Well I just do things for a friend and he pays me" nice one June why don't you just mention the fact that you suck his dick. I yelled to myself.

"I don't like the sound of that. I had a friend who did thinks for me and I paid him but he was more of a boyfriend and I only paid him because he needed money"