Finding what i didn't know was missing

chapter 2

Image (Anna and Lisa)

''Anna get up baby'' i said walking in her room.

''i'm up'' Anna had put on her favorite black dress some white shoes and a white ribbon on her ponytail. i smiled and high fived her. I love when she dresses herself.

''good job but let me fix your ponytail baby'' i sat Anna down on the floor leaning her back agents the bed and i sat on her bed behind her. i grabbed the brush and gel next to her bed so I could attempt to fix her ponytail. I think I do a pretty good job at doing the girls hair, I wouldn't say I was the best but I'm okay. At least they look decent and pretty.

''bub are you my dad?" Anna asked out of no where. I stopped brushing her hair and started thinking because i really didn't know want to answer ''because everyone talks about their dad and step dad at school and i told them that you were my daddy''

''okay then i'm whoever you want me to be love'' hopefully that's good enough.

''well can you be my bub and dad''

''yes i can'' i simply said with a kiss on her forehead and i got one in return on mine.

I finally finished Anna's ponytail. Now time for breakfast ''done lets go eat'' i said helping her up, then off we were to the kitchen. I cooked a quick breakfast and then went to go get Lisa ready.

''ready love?'' i asked Anna after Lisa and i was ready to go.

''yep, you remember your phone bub because last time you forgot''

''yes i remembered Ann know grab your jacket and lets go.'' like usual i strapped the girls in then i hopped on the bike and road off.

After dropping Lisa off at daycare i went straight to class.

''hey man what up about yesterday'' jimmy said not making any damn since like always.

''i had to do something''

''well i seen you get in the car with Kevin after school'' i look at him crazy.

''how do you know him'' i said looking at him with a confused look on my face.

''uh my mans the question is how do YOU know him'' jimmy said point at me.

''he offered me a ride''

''ah OK well my cuz goes to him for business''

''what kind like drugs?'' my face probably looked like a curious kid but i really was.

''no Kelvin's too smart for that, my cousin dated him a while back but now they're just fuck buddies and Kevin gives liam money after words so he can pay some guy back''

''oh well how much does he pay him''

''i think like two hundred every time'' my mouth dropped at the sound of that. Like two hundred every week. I would have my rent pad and a little left for groceries. And the money Timothy gives me added.

''Two hundred really''

''yeah he's rich. hey i know you need money you should talk to him he seemed to like you''

''okay i'm not having sex with anyone for money'' I know I said that sounded good but what would I look like having sex with a grown man for money. That's like male prostitution.

''okay well hey at least talk and see man ion wanna see you and yo sister out on these screet man you burly was able to pay this months rent''

''he might think i'm a stalker showing up at his place''

''e don't matter bru ju go'' i snatched the paper with Kevin's address then slipped it in my book bag.

The bell finally rang for me to go home. I got Lisa from the daycare then walked over to the elementary school to wait for Anna. ''hey kid'' i heard a voice say. i turned around and again there was Kevin and his car.

''wow is this like going to be an everyday thing now'' i said laughing a little.

''uh, no just this week my sister is out of town''

''ah i see''

''so another ride?''

''uhhh sure.''

After getting the girls Kevin threw the bike in the trunk then we went on home.

we pulled up to the house and my heart dropped when i seen Timothy's car parked in the driveway. ''your parents are home?''

''umm yeah, come on Anna, Lisa we have to go'' i ran and opened the door for them ''thanks again'' I said unbuckling Lisa.

''you're welcome'' i then grabbed the bike and went inside. When i got in timothy was sitting on the couch watching TV with a beer in his hand.

''okay Anna you and Lisa go in your room lock the door and play okay'' Anna shook her head yes then walked to her room with Lisa.

''who was that?'' timothy asked.

''who?'' i knew who he was talking about.

''okay we want to play dumb. well look i just came here for our deal, you suck and i give you money'' i rolled my eyes at him then walked over and got on my knees. I really don't want to do this everyday especially with timothy, but i wouldn't feel like a good brothers if my sisters had to live on the streets. I unzipped his pants then pulled his member out sighing one last time I then put him in my mouth.

After i was done timothy threw eighty dollars at me then stood and zipped his pants up ''that was better but i have to go so see you tomorrow'' And with that he left.

I walked in the kitchen to start dinner for the girls. I stopped by the store the other night to buy some shrimp so that I could make their favorite shrimp fried rice. I don't usually spend six dollars on something like this but I know Anna is sick of grilled cheese and hot dogs so I wanted to do something special.

We all finished our food and was sitting at the table ''did you enjoy that Anna'' i asked.

''yes a lot'' she put two thumbs up and I grabbed one her thumbs and shook it.

''Good. Are you full'' she shook her head a million times and i laughed.

''can we have spaghetti tomorrow'' my smile went away and i secretly pulled out the money i had in my pocket. witch was only $87. when i took the money out Kevin's address fell out and i picked it up ''bub?'' Anna said waiting.

''um yes''

''yay spaghetti'' Anna started to dance and i looked at Lisa who was smiling from ear to ear.

''you like spaghetti too'' i asked Lisa. she shook her head yes and put her hands out for me to hold her. i picked her up and her, Anna and i sat in the living room and watched shriek. you don't know how sick i am of that movie. but i do like the movie and plus we only have a few.