Heyy, I'm Melissa, Alissa for short, many people find me the geeky weird freaky girl at school, But I wish they knew I was much more (As I like to see it). Many things have happened in my life. Many people on the street see me as an average girl with my dirty blond colour hair and Hazel nut eyes glowing, trying to hold in my tears. I always hate being the new girl everywhere I go, I'm fed up of it!
What many people don't know is, my only purpose for going to school isn't just to get an "education" its to keep an eye out and see what others might not... My mum, well if she was still around she could tell you a lot more about what its like, but she's gone now and it may be for the best, I don't want to get into to much detail with that, lets just say " everything happens for a reason". I don't find much friends as I move around a lot you know, everywhere I go theirs a new adventure. For a while me and my dad have been in Tennessee trying to have a normal life after mum passed away, but dad is really broken down, I try but I also need to focus on the agency.
It hard to not have a best friend to lean on, because when you fall, you need to catch yourself, nobody is there to catch you. My mum was my best friend, she caught me when I was falling and I caught her as much as I could when she was falling and when she told me what was up. But this time she should have told me and I could of caught her but she caused more pain than she thought... much more...she could of at least told dad, dad could of helped or go to a doctor, but by the time we did we were too late...
Most of the time I don't know what to do with myself, how to control the darkness that this has brought to me and dad, how this has effected us so much, torn us apart...
What do i do? Dad is falling appart, i can't bare seeing him like this? Is he ever gonna go back to normal?I have so much to focus on and we could be moving anytime now! They know moms gone...They know dad is falling appart...but their just watching us, staring like dads crazy?! What do i do, What do i do?!
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Fiksi RemajaHey my name is Melissa, my life has been a very bumpy road, so buckle up because its about to get rougher... I am always the new girl, its hard enough but loosing someone closest to you has struck me and my dad hard, many people don't get what's goi...
