hiatus <3

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Hey guys ;w; so I am going to say such long words or short...

So after my school just started I feel like a little bit inpain after the stuff i am going through.

A feeling and emotional hates is too strong ;w; so after the days I have spent with you all, I need to go for a while like.

Let this account be quiet??? Like I wont be messaging you all after my break, when things are getting well shortly. Like my health needs proper improvements, cause I started to feel much ill and my its not going well.

After having lack of oxygens anxiety,crying,and feelings hated towards by my parents. All I kept the pain is inside of me and just smile.

Like my head is saying just cry so the pain will be gone.
But whenever I cry my mom would yell at me for crying.

So i keep smiling and hide the pains away but hid it inside of me instead, I felt much hurt and having less feelings. Less happiness, and less emotions to feel
My youngest sibling said
You were born ugly like your dad was too!
Cause she was proud of herself to be part of her father (foreign) and half part of my mom (filipino). I cried and it was true. But I stay positive but still hurt

I was the only sibling who is different and hurt.

So guys, I need much break till I am well and need much oxygen in a mean time <3

Ill be back till July!
Please guys  stay strong and don't worry about me much! 
Love you all <3

(6/13/17)

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