And You Are?

21st December: 2016

5:30pm:
Do you realise how close we are to end of the year now?
that very soon it will be 2017
what do you think will happen?

5:43pm:
more bad
more shit
but some good, I hope
I crave something good to happen

5:44pm:
you deserve some good Amy, more than anyone I know

5:44pm:
come on Ash, I'm sure there is someone who deserves goodness
like you, perhaps?
what do you want to happen in 2017?

5:44pm:
to meet you

5:47pm:
to see you face to face

5:47pm:
you might not like my face
we haven't even seen each other on screen

5:47pm:
why'd you do that?
shun it down before it has had the opportunity to try?
to live?

5:47pm:
because I'm afraid of getting comfortable
when you were blocked I thought that was that
that I would just have to get on without any form of closure
as if I had simply been dumped, or abandoned by someone I trusted.

5:47pm:
I would never do that to you Amy, not intentionally

5:47pm:
i'm just
never mind.
you want to know what I see happening next year?

5:48pm:
what?

5:48pm:
in amongst the bad, the pure evil I see hope.
I see hope for better things to come
for new beginnings
for more light
new music, people, films, meaning
new things with opportunities.
and...

5:48pm:
and?

5:55pm:
for you to be a part of it
every step of the way
as you were the unexpected
the person I could never fathom

5:55pm:
it has been said that I have that effect

5:55pm:
don't ruin it Ash
just take the compliment

5:55pm:
consider it accepted
you going to try and get some sleep?

5:55pm:
its almost 6am, I don't know if it is worth trying

5:55pm:
even if its 5 minutes, or even 10.
try for me
please

5:55pm:
alright Ash
I'll message you when I'm awake

5:56pm:
good
you need some sleep
I'll let you rest

6:02pm:
ash?

6:02pm:
get some sleep?

6:06pm:
*Amy wants to skype*