Don't Count On It

Chapter 9

    As we rode into the night,  I truly felt alive. The world flying by me and the man I love leading the way. I buried my face in Murdoc's leather jacket and smiled. God, I loved him.
    "Mudz, I'm freezing," I whined.  Murdoc grinned.
    "Okay baby. We'll go home," he said as he started heading back for Kong Studios.

    Once we got inside,  Murdoc gave me a look. I knew what was to come. I'd seen that look before. Murdoc slipped off his leather jacket and threw it on the couch. 
    "Uh, Mudz Imma go grab a beer," I said nervously and ran to the kitchen. I was so nervous. Sex with MURDOC. WHAT?! I was a nervous wreck. I downed a beer and the last gulp decided to get caught in my throat and choke me. I coughed and heaved and spat all over the kitchen floor. Suddenly, I felt arms wrap around my stomach.
    "D, D, are you okay?" He asked. Seeing Murdoc concerned about me was rather sobering. I stopped choking like an idiot and just stared into Murdoc's eyes. He made me weak. "You okay?" He asked and smiled.
    "Y-yeah I just..." I trailed off and leaned in. Our lips met and my body felt on fire. The same electricity I felt the first time I kissed him. Murdoc ran his hands down my body and grabbed a handful of what little ass add I had. I clenched and squealed like a little girl.
    "Relax, D," Murdoc whispered.
    "You're right. Sorry," I began kissing him a again and remembered that Murdoc loved me now. Things have changed. He wouldn't make fun of me if I looked weird naked. He loved me. This gave me confidence and I kissed Murdoc harder. He carried me up to his bedroom, which oddly enough, was clean now. He laid me down on the Egyptian silk sheets and took off his shirt. He got on top of me and kissed me once then, looked into my eyes.
    "I love you, D," he said softly.
    "I love you, too," I smiled. Sweet moment over. Murdoc unzipped and ubuttoned my pants and pulled them off; along with my underwear. He took his own pants off too. Murdoc wasn't wearing any underwear. I wanted to have sex with him but I was still nervous. I was hoping there would be at least one more layer of clothing separating my nakedness from his.
"You ready?" He asked as he climbed on top of me. I was. I loved Murdoc and I wanted him so bad. Fuck being nervous. I shook my head yes. I felt Murdoc insert himself in me and I moaned. Tears filled my eyes. I was in ecstasy and agony at the same time. As he continued thrusting, I got used to the feeling and was just in ecstasy. Murdoc's grunts turned me on so bad. My eyes were still filled with tears. I was so emotional. I was in love. I was in love. I wanted Murdoc. I wanted all of him. Everyday. He trusted harder and faster.
    "Oh, Murdoc!" I screamed. Murdoc groaned one final time then, laid down next to me. He pulled me into his arms and kissed the top of my head.
    "D?" He asked.
    "Yes?" I replied.
    "Don't ever leave me." He whispered in his gruff voice.
    "I won't babe." I said as I snuggled up to him. I knew I wouldn't leave him but, would he leave me? We just had sex. He's probably all worked up. He could just be saying stuff to be saying it.  I can't get my heart broken. "Murdoc," I said and got no reply. I realized he was sound asleep. I loved the way he kinda smiled when he was asleep. He was so cute. I snuggled closer. Maybe I could get my heart broken. Murdoc would be worth the heartache.