Chapter Thirty: Rare

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ETHAN'S POV:

I was scared as shit nang sinabi niya sa akin na tapos na kami, na wala nang patutunguhan ang lahat. I want to ask him to marry me sa lugar na ito and that was my plan. But suddenly it just went blurred when he knew something dark out of me. It was a past na pilit kong kinakalimutan. Khalix to name, has been that apple of my eye when I was young.

I can't forget that. But  I was not in love with him, it's just a brotherly need, more of a longing for a company. At nakita ko iyon sa kanya.

And it ended all up in a tragic incident. I don't hate Louiss for what happened to him coz at first place ako yung na enrage and it was like a burden to me. I protected Louiss and my mother protected me. It was a fucked up moment sa pamilya namin. Khalix parents were business tycoons too but my mother held more of different contacts, the power vested on her just illuminates full authority.

I missed him for sure but I don't want Riri to stay away from me because of that. Tinago ko ito sa kanya dahil alam ko ang mangyayari, he will just throw me away. And I can't take that.

I prayed to heavens that we will get better, and grateful, heavens were true to their promises.

Mahal na mahal ko siya at ayokong mawala siya sa akin, sa pagkakataong ito na alam ko na siya na para sa akin. It sounds  so cheesy for a guy like me but this is it, romantic and possessive.

Mom's birthday was grandè, adding up my beloved babe, Riri with his aura of eroticism. He smells sex and I tried not to fuck him publicly. I always made excuses dahil ayokong mag break down because of his presence. He is so damn sexy with those Filipino thigh and creamy back. Jessica spiced him up with those blonde wig and smoky make up na nagpapapintig sa aking ari.

Nang hindi ko na kinaya, bigla ko siyang hinila papuntang comfort room and he gave me blowjob and was trying to stop myself from fucking his round butt.

Loving a gay like him is better than loving a girl. He just blows me up with his presence and he enveloped me with his natural beauty like no one does.

When we got in the beach, everything was planned. This time, this place, this moment I know for sure,  he is mine, I'm his and no one else will stop us. I'll have to marry him whatever it takes. I have to have him because he's the one for me. We've been through so much but still we've been together until this day.

I ask Alexander to help me at pumayag naman siya. Kahit na madalian, nang sinabi ko sa kanya na sa beach ang gusto ni Riri, that night he went away called many people and rehearsed. It's just simple because I know for sure magagalit si Riri if it caught so much attention. Baka matulad ako kay Christian ( book 1). I'll kill myself and everyone will see it .

I'm feeling worst when I asked him  to marry me. I'm waiting for his reply, waiting that he will say Yes.

It's like my heart will burst ant minute. I tried to stay calm but I can't. He is still not giving me his consent.

" Ethan..."

I swear, sweat dripped down my face at alam ko ang mga taong nakapalibot naghihintay din sa kanyang sagot.

" YES ethan". He smiled at me at hindi ko na napigilan ang pagluha at isinuut ko ang singsing sa kanyang daliri at niyakap siya ng mahigpit. Naghihiyawan ang lahat at hinalikan ko siya.

Everyone was cheering at may nagpapaputok din ng mga party poopers. I lifted him up at nagkatitigan kami.

He's officially mine and I know my mother can't wait for my call. Later maybe I'll call her.

" I love you". Sabi ko sa kanya.

" at mahal na mahal kita Ethan".

" no matter who you are. No matter what you are". Dagdag ni Ethan.

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