Rose is rich girl, sweet caring and kind, yet only have one friend. Her mother died giving birth to her, and her father hates Rose for it, thinking it's all her fault that the love of his life is gone. On Rose's 16th birthday party, her father does...
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Rose's POV
I sat in my bedroom, on a chair, looking at the knife I had brought in when Kyle left.
I should just do it now, get it all over with. Not have to deal with the pain of my father and the pain of my best friend's boyfriend most likely in love with me.
How could he love me? All I am is a dirty mess. A whore. A slut. A good-for-nothing sex toy.
But... I felt something holding me back... Holding me back from taking that knife to my neck right now.
Nathan... What would he do if I was gone? I know he has a lot of other friends, and have the love of his life but... I just feel if I left now, it'll be like hell as come over his life.
No, no! Hell is already here, and it's after my soul! The only way out is to do it. So go do it Rose, now before it happens again!
I felt tears run off my face as I looked at the knife. So much... So much pain... Why does he sexually use me now? What made this time so unlike the others?
I stood up, walking over to the knife.
Yes, that's it. Do it, then you'll be in a better place. A place where... You'll meet your mother at last.
I grabbed the handle as I hear the door open. I let it go, turning around.
"Rosey, dear," Ms.Long our main maid who has white hair, and green eyes. She's an very old woman, and works mostly during the day, "Get dressed. Today is art club day!" She smiled.
Fridays. They was always the days that Ms.Long and I went to the local art club with Nathan. I loved art, and so did Nathan. Ms.Long likes seeing what us kids now a days come up with.
So it all fit together.
"Yes, Ms.Long." I told her, hiding the knife behind my back for her not to see. I didn't want her to worry. I didn't want no one to worry.
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I walked inside, makeup fixed, hair put up in a pony tail, havering a black bow, wearing a normal dress the colour of yellow. My boots were black with laces. With some black wrist bands as well.
Ms.Long told me I looked like a teenage bee. I couldn't help but smile at that. Ms.Long's old sweet voice always make the maddest of people smile. It's just how kind hearted she was.
We both then saw Nathan sitting with Kyle by my surprise. Oh god, what is he doing here?
He kissed Nathan on the cheek before getting up. As he walked by me, he looked as if he had just been hit with a love stick.
I shivered as I walked over into the class room. Nathan and Ms.Long walking with me.
"I'm going to go to the lunch room, sweet heart. I'm a bit light headed with all these colors." Ms.Long said, patting my shoulder as she walked away.
