Up all night
Sad all day
Am i alive?
Am I living?
Am I human?
I don't feel like one.
Sorrow is love
Hope is lost
Here I am
Up in bed
The clock's ringing
It's midnight it says
I keep yawning
My eyes are closing
Yet my mind is wandering
In the dark of night
I try to sleep
I cry for a dream
But when I finally sleep
All i see is pain
My dreams are
Just a reminder
Of my day's suffering
I find no joy
No love
No importance
I don't get it
I guess I'm not
Meant for life
Nor for death.
Eye bags
Scarred skin
Tired heart
But a wild mind
Thinking and wishing
Of all the dark
Never the light
I lay at night
With no stars in sight
But hunting thoughts
And self hatred
Not a tear to be shed
Or emotion
To be felt
Yet I wish and work
But the dark is more strong
I wish for love
I want a hug
But I forgot
How that feels now
That I'm not
Me anymore.
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Words Never Said
PoetryJust some letters to a person who means a lot to me, letters that I'll never tell him or send to him
