Words Never Said

letter II

I've been dreaming about you
Non stop
Every single night
I've been thinking about you
Non stop
Day and night
I can't eat
I can't sleep
I can't stop thinking
My heart is bleeding
My mind is shattering
My razor is cutting
And my skin is red
My eyes are crying
My hands are shaking
My soul is fading
My vision is becoming unclear
As I slip in the hands of darkness
You were never my boyfriend
Yet we loved each other
It's been a year...
I'm bulimic
I'm insomniac
I'm messed up
My heart is drained
My mind is dark
My razor is stained
My skin is scarred
My eyes are dry
My hands are still
My soul is cold
My vision is white
I became the darkness
You were always my love
You will always be on my mind
Suddenly I see your name on my screen
And I gasp in disbelief
A wide smile crosses my face
As tearing start running down my cheek
We talk for a while
We talk for the night
We talk till dawn
Then you're gone again
And shit you're gone again...