Dear mine,
How are you? I hope you are fine with everything going on because i am not!
Do you remember that day when you first decided to remove me from your life? Its okay i am not planning on scolding you or anything, i just wanted to tell you that since that day i cant seem to be me anymore. And i am really sorry because i once said that i aint changing.
I stayed alone for days and days locked away from everyone just to try to figure out what happened and what you did to me! I couldnt find any reason for why i was acting this way or why i cared just too much more than i would actually do for any other person. But when i finally got the courage to try to reach for you again. I was surprised by the many things you were holding deep down inside you. The many things about me. About how much of a bad person i am!
I know i couldnt say anything that time eventhough i was the one who chased to come back to you. But it hurt me the way i came to realise all my mistakes and everytime i didnt treat you the way you deserve. And it hurt me even more when i came to realise how much things you were holding thats why you burned like hell when you spoke to me.
I was afraid. I wouldnt lie you scared me. How angry i felt you were but i cant blame you, you buried everything inside you for a long time and then exploded! But do you remember what happened after that?? After alot of scilence from my side i was completely hurt and scared. And i was crying! Without willing to it was the first time for me to cry for such a thing. I dont even know what happened. Then i saw you were gone again! I saw you were gone forever after all that painful fight you disappeared. But i didnt cry that time. I was in shock. I couldnt believe that it was happening 💔 but slowly after i realised that we finally got to the end. I did burst out.
But again you came back. Why are you going back and forth alot? Do you thonk it doesnt hurt? Or do you think you are the only one ? Even if i was just saying that i was okay because i knew why you did hurt me but do you know my reasons ?? Do you care to know them?? Do you dig deep in my to try figuring out things ?? Okay i do! But still i get this.
You were giving me confused signals youve always did!! I dont really know where to stand thats why at that time i hated you! You never told me anything you never made it clear! I was confused and still i am...
Sincerely,
Me
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