Leather And Spikes In Love

12-Cuddle Me Like You Do

Axel's pov

I drew stupid little sketches anything to keep myself occupied from thoughts of Logan

I realized this wasn't working I was still thinking of her I rubbed my face and gripped my hair tugging it "God Axel" I growled at myself I threw my pen not caring about any damage

I got up and stripped myself off my shirt yanking it over my head and pulled off my pants walking to the bathroom turning on the shower I stripped completely waiting for the cold water to warm

I heard a knock "GOOO AWAY" I screamed aggressively they knocked again I slammed down the knob turning off the water I grabbed a towel wrapping it around me waist I jogged down the hall holding the towel on me with one hand and threw the door open with the other "FUCKING WHA-" I stopped gasping

Logan was standing there and was now wide eyed

"L-Logan darlin' oo my god Im sorry I-I didn't know it was you uh... c-come in Please" I stepped aside letting her in "I'm sorry I yelled I was kinda frustrated" I quickly explained she just looked around playing with her fingers and nails she now looked at me

"I-I wanted to apologize" she mumbled

"No no no I'm sorry you don't apologize y-you didn't do anything" I shook my head

"No I overreacted for nothing your mum told me about that girl I should have trusted you a little more but I was still a little hurt you lied to me but I did blow it a little out of proportion" she apologized again

I smiled at how sweet she was she's such a good girl

I put my hands up "there's no way I couldn't forgive you okay?" She just stared her eyes looking like they'd pop out of her head I frowned "w-what?"

"Y-you're...." she blushed deeply "You're n-naked" I went wide eyed

"FUCK" I picked my towel quickly putting it on again "shit I'm sorry I'm sorry I didn't mean to..." I trailed off

She just was standing very awkward and still staring I stepped forward thankful she didn't step back "I-I was about to shower is it okay i-if go.... do that" I spoke clumsily

"Uhh y-yeah I'll c-call mum back and I'll go" she nodded

I shook my head quickly maybe a little too quickly "NO" I cleared My throat "uhh no it's ok y-you don't have to go you can go lay in my bed I'll be quick"

She slowly turned her face to the side looking at me then looking down my hall then at me and nodded I realized she probably wasn't gunna go first so I went first she followed behind me I walked straight to the bathroom door holding the handle I looked at her

"You can just relax put the tv on whatever you want" I stepped in sighing as I closed the door

Logan's pov

I've never seen that much of Axel before and it was... I don't wanna say impressive but thats the only word I could think of

I sighed there was no way I'd forget that image I sat on his bed I saw a sketch book I grabbed it opening it and laughed as the first page was just his name in different fonts then the corner it said

-To my baby Axel Love Mummy!

This must have been a present I flipped the page it was skulls and I think one of his tattoos I kept flipping seeing skulls, girls in various poses, roses, cycle plans, and...

I stopped on a page it was a girl kinda cartoonish but the drawing was very pretty I felt my face heat up as I realized the girl was me

I flipped the page it was my profile while I had a pony tail

I flipped another page it was me the day of my 16 birthday and I was wearing a really puffy dress and I had all my makeup done and I was really nervous to let people see me Axel and Aunt Lex coaxed me out and Axel had kissed my cheek walking me out and in the picture he of course added my raging blush

It stared at it then flipped the page it was a pair of hands one obviously his and the other defiantly a girl hand I didn't wanna sound selfish but it was probably mine

"You like those?" I jumped seeing Axel leaning on the bathroom door frame in black boxers his hair still wet and dripping I nodded he walked over and held his hand out to me "that's my personal sketch book" I gave it to him

"I'm sorry" I mumbled realizing it was kinda rude just going through it how I did he laughed weakly

"You're fine" he licked his lips setting the book on the night stand

"Is your mum coming to get you soon or..?" He grabbed his towel rubbing it on his hair drying it somewhat

"N-No she just told me if I needed to come home to call" he threw the towel and nodded his natural curls coming through which didn't happen often

"Why do you always hide your curls?" He looked at me a tad shocked

"Uhh I dunno uhh for a while when mum and pop spilt because of Rose when I was 14 it was a way to rebel against my father I wouldn't have curly hair like him but I guess it kinda just stuck"

"That's why they split no one would tell me cause I was only 11" I frowned

"Y-Yeah my mom told him she was done having kids and he broke his protection on purpose and gave my mum a fake birth control, a fake sugar pill" he rubbed the back of his neck "yeah Rose was planned by pop but I mean of course we all love her and we're glad she's here just it was really disrespectful that he purposely went against what she told him and I mean she trusted him and we all know mum could never get rid of a baby it was like a kick in the teeth we were all with mum though but I mean after 4 months they were back together"

I kinda laughed "they just couldn't stay apart" he shook his head no I think in agreement with the fact they couldn't be apart

"I mean I think I'd have the same reaction as your mum if my husband got me pregnant after I said I was done" he shrugged

"Good thing I only one 2 or 3 kids"