there's this guy,
his name is Kurai.
...
he's my ex.
no, i don't miss him.
no, i don't want him.
but, yes,
I'm concerned
for him.
It's been over a year,
since we spoke up.
Over a year
since we broke up.
But
he had his demons too.
Raped, adopted, lies, corruption.
He was always used.
I still want to be there for him, but I don't want to be in his life.
It's too hard for us to bear, the constant pain to strive.
I sent a message earlier today, asking if he is okay.
If he isn't an ass, then maybe he'll figure out that I am still here.
I don't want romance, sex, love, or anything he has to offer.
All I want to is to let it out my chest so it can stop to bother.
I'm sick and tired of hurting the ones close to me.
I swear this time that after today-
I PROMISE I will leave.
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