The Ghost Girl | Jeon Jungkook

chapter 9

he hug me

but 'lucky' me, he doesn't hug me in the middle of the hall, but beside the school building

hopefully, no one saw it or I'll be dead after this

I snap back then quickly push him away. I couldn't talk a single word

"m-mian" Jimin suddenly apologized after what he'd done

"w-w-what are you doing?"

Jimin's pov

I see Jungkook walk to the school gate, when he suddenly met my eyes

And this crazy idea suddenly appeared in my mind,
to make Jungkook jealous

without I realize, my hand pulled her to me then I hugged her

She was unexpectedly warm and comfy. Now I really don't wish to let her go

Then she push me, as I felt embarassed all of a sudden

"w-w-what are you doing?"

"u-uh, just take this and, sorry again" I smile sheepishly then walk away as fast as I could

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"Jimin ahh, since when did you interested in her?"

"yah, I envy that you could move on succesfully"

"you love her, huh?"

those noisy boys don't even gave me time to breath even after I'd that 'accident' at school.

I mean, why are they asking this all now, when some of them had meet me at school, everyday

"how's haneul?" I thanked haejin that has sucessfully made the boys quiet

"don't worry she get a lot better but,.. how can I not recognized her for the first place!"

I unknowingly raised my voice then made some people inside the cafe, glared at me

"yah, our chimchim is a real man now"

"geundae (but), where is Jungkook going?"
I follow Yoongi hyung finger which pointing at Jungkook who's now leaving the cafe

Jungkook's pov

"Jungkook, ya jeon jungkook"

I heard Jimin hyung called me as I feel really upset all of a sudden. I don't even know why

"yah, are you mad?" he caught my arm then I turn around

"of course not, why would I? I just-"

"you don't need to lie"

"now you guys are officially a couple huh?"
those sentences really gave me a super uncomfortable feeling, I couldn't describe

"if yes?"

"that's a great news" I really wish I could escaped from this suffocating place

"you really don't care after I hugged her like that?" he then gave me a weird look

"I told you, just take her already, I DON'T need her, ok ?!"
with that, I immedietly took my leave.

I, myself, don't even know why I feel like my heart is super on fire like this

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I went home with a horrible mood. But that still.. wasn't the end of it. I really regret to go home

"ya jeon jungkook, now you dare to ignore me huh?"

I really wish that I could made that crazy woman vanish from my life

"I told you to came with me to meet Min SooA, your soon to be girlfriend and wife right?! But where are you going!"

"why don't you just care about hyung and go away from my life?!" I immediately slam the front door and go outside

You know who's that crazy woman? She's my so-called mom, who never for once truly love me for who I'm, after my dad died 3 years ago.

She change drastically, and that's when I start to ask myself

Even my own mother never love me, why would I love someone?

"A-are you ok?" a girl voice suddenly makes me snap back to reality.
I was standing in the middle of the empty night road

Just when I look at the girl, my heart skipped a beat

"S-sorry for appearing in front of you again, but I think you should be careful to where you're going"

haneul..

"just continue your own bussiness can u"
I always end up saying something I didn't mean

"ya, but can you at least for once be thankful to me for saving your life twice?"

"ya, who told you to save me. You literally ruin my plan"

"w-what-"

"so I told you to get out from my life!"

I literally be the ruthest guy in the world. I didn't know why savage thing always came out of my mouth.

I realize saying that was like the biggest regret in my life

"you're right I should've die. Everyone hates my existence, I didn't deserve to live after all!"

My mouth suddenly feel like glued, as I watch her tears flows down like a river.

If I could be honest, how I wish, I could run to her and hug her, then tell her I didn't mean it

But it only gone worst when I realize she was already running to the road,
and worsely, there goes a truck going infront of her.

She just close her eyes ready to get whatever it's and doesn't move,
as do am I