Forever ➳ O'Brien [3]

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private messages between cara  👩‍👧‍👦  and spence💩 

cara   👩‍👧‍👦 

you never told me that thea tried to seduce you

spence💩

that's because i was terrified of losing you

i'd been pining after you for years,

and i wasn't going to let thea mills ruin our relationship 

cara   👩‍👧‍👦 

i know i've said it before, but i am sorry, spencer

for kissing dylan when we were still together

you were so good to me, and i did love you, too. i hope you know that.

and i still love you, just not in the way i once did.

spence💩 

it's all water under the bridge, mrs. o'brien.

it was for the best, wasn't it?

i mean, think about it: where would we be if you hadn't kissed dylan?

would we still be together? would we be happy? would we have found happiness elsewhere?

would we be married, with children of our own? would we still love each other?

would we have stayed together because it was the safest option?

what if we hated each other by this point? what if the very sight of me made you disgusted?

kissing dylan was probably the second best mistake you've made.

because if you hadn't, you wouldn't have rory, or ollie.

you wouldn't have this amazing life. and neither would i.

let's face it, we always worked better as friends.

cara    👩‍👧‍👦  

we would have had adorable kids.

jasmine and percy, that's what we had planned.

and three dogs.

it's weird to think about it now.

personally, i think you and hannah will make much cuter children.

not as cute as mine and dylan's, but cute enough ;)

she treats you good.

she treats you how you deserve to be treated

spence💩

i love her more than i thought possible

i think

i think this time i've done it right, you know?

she's it for me

cara  👩‍👧‍👦    

i'm glad you finally found your lobster, spencer

you deserve it

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here, have a mildly emotional spencara/brase chapter