Showered, clothed in oversized T-shirt and shorts I head for the kingsized bed ready to drown in my own world of overthinking everything.
I lay down carefully, the reason my shoulder and there is only one thing on my mind.
Noah.
Everything that he is doing confuses me. I can't help but remember that he is my mate and I can't imagine what will happen if I reject him. That will be painful but maybe it is the best for the situation.
Maybe.
I just lay there for what seems like seconds, but when I check my phone I realize that I am wrong.
3:58 AM
Shit! I haven't sleep almost the whole night... I quickly get out of the warm bedsheets and I head for door to the hall.
I have to find the kitchen and have some warm milk or tea or whatever, but when I close the door to my current room I am faced with a long hallway which looks like a hundred miles to me.
Well, I am pretty smart so I am sure I can figure one big house out.
I turn to my left and start heading through the hall not really rushing and observing every bit of it trying to find something about Noah maybe. But again this night, I am wrong.
The hall is decorated beautifuly with I guess, very expensive paintings.
As I continue walking I come to the end of the hallway, I face big doors.
Well, the curiosity killed the cat.
I slowly open the gigant doors and I am surprised. Very surprised to say.
I was ecpecting a beed room or an office but I was looking at big shelves.
LIBRARY.
I squel in excitment and I rush to the first shelf in a second and start going through the books.
As a start reading their names I realize that I have read almost every one of them.
Read. Read. Read. Read. Read.
But then one book catches my attention.
Red Seduction
I quickly crab the book and open it going through it. And then I stop at something that I didn't expect going through the book.
Picture of Noah and a girl
Naked
All over each other
Kissing
Touching
Fucking
What the actual fuck? I stare at the picture obvliosly not expecting it to be there. I first look at Noah who seems like he is enjoying doing it, while the girl's face looks like she has had the best sex in a while.
I don't even realize that I am holding the book so tight that it started ripping apart, some pages falling to the ground. Anger. Anger has taken over me and red is all I see.
Why am I even angry? I shouldn't care that he keeps pictures of his lovers like Marinela or whatever her name was when I was about to reject him in a few hours.
Suddenly I find myself pacing around while the book is at the other side of the little space between the two shelves. Not really knowing what I feel, so many mixed feelings going through my head and my body as I realize that he is my mate and I will be jelaous because he is mine. He belongs to me and nobody else.
I can't help but remember the time when I was dating this guy from high school. You can say I was a wild child, so I did a lot of things I wasn't supposed to do, but I will admit that it was really fun. No regrets.
We were dating for about half a year and we decided to film having sex just for fun. But then I broke up with him so he decided to send the video to 'Flash News' and it spread around the pack like black death.
Imagine the packs reaction. The Alpha's daughter has a sex tape now that everybody has seen and you can imagine what happend between the walls of our palace. You can say it was bad. Very bad.
After pacing around few more minutes my mind goesback to the picture of Noah and that girl.
Never have I ever felt so hurt in a way that it got to my heart and I felt like I couldn't even breath.
So that is hiw your mate feels when he knows you are fucking around. My inner self talks. But I am not the only one. He is fucking other girls too. We haven't even touched properly, let alone fuck...
Why would he take that picture? He doesn't look like he is in his teens, but he looks like he took it before I came into the library. He looks exactly the same.
Why would he keep that picture in a fricking library? In a book called Red seduction? For real?
I decide to pick up the book and look at the picture again. The excitment for reading is gone as I pick up the papers which has have fallen before and stuff them fast and close the book putting it at it's place with a little force.
I turn around to leave when I hear a loud boom. As I turn around at first I am confused, but then shock takes all over my body as my lips part.
Shelf after shelf falling and hitting each other, books flying everywhere as I stand there watching in shock not knowing what to do.
It was seconds ago when everything was perfectly fine and now it is a total disaster in front of my eyes.
My eyes widen as I hear a familiar voice. "What the actual f-"
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