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His hero

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Newt pov.

"Crippled! Crippled! Can't run can't run!"
"Stop it!" I screamed
"Climb up the wall and jumped right off! Crippled! Crippled!" They kept chanting
"Stop it that's not funny!" I cried
"Aw who a little cry baby? Crippled!" Teresa smiled
I turned away and moved as fast as I could into the wood. I went way deep so no one could find me or hear my sobs.
"Newt? What's the matter?" Thomas came through moving branches and bushes
      "Nothing I'm fine," I gasped for air though I really didn't care whether I got any or not.
"I know you, I know when somethings the matter plus your cry so somethings wrong," Thomas smiled at me softly
        "Why did I jump off that bloody wall?" I cried burning my face in my knees
"Hey, it alright, making that mistake is just one of your flaws and all your flaws make you perfect," he sat down next to me and grabbed my hand,"you're you and I love you,"
      "Thanks Tommy," he hugged me
"Anytime. So you ready to come back or you gonna stay here for a while?" Thomas asked
      "I'm gonna stay here," I nodded
"Be back by the time doors close, okay? I wanna know what happened," he kissed me
       "I will, you will," I stated
"Okay." He kissed my head and walked away.
I came back before the doors closed, I didn't want to cause they would just chant and make fun of me again.
"Crippled!" Gally shouted
       "Hahaha! He came back!" Teresa burst out laughing
"Hey look the doors haven't closed yet why don't you go back in there and make that jump again, but this time...accomplish what you were trying to do,"  Minho pointed to the maze
      "Do it!" Teresa barked
"Crippled!" Gally growled
      "Go jump off the wall again-!"
"Stop it!" Thomas ran up and grabbed me holding me back,"stop making fun of him!"
      "Oh come on Tom!" Teresa rolled he eyes
"Come on Thomas join us," Minho called
      "You guys are better than this. Sure his strength can be an illusion, but he's strong at heart! Minho, your passion comes from pain," then he looked at Gally, "your confidence hides your insecurities, Teresa all your weaknesses make you stronger, and my past does not define me!" Thomas shouted.
"Tom..,"
       "He's perfect! Your perfect! All the flaws everyone has makes them perfect so don't make fun of someone for their flaws cause you have them too." Thomas stated
"Thank you, Tommy," I whispered
       "I love you,"
"I love you too," I replied
       "I gotta go, I'll see you soon," Thomas stated, he l kissed me and ran to the map house.
"Psh...pathetic you need your boyfriend to come save you from everything," Teresa gagged
        "I wish you killed yourself," Minho barked
"You just don't stop do you? No matter what anyone says you'll still be cold blooded shanks." I stated
        "Everyone hates you even Thomas hates you he just dates you cause he feels sorry for you," Teresa hissed at me
"Nice Teresa," Minho smiled
       "Thanks Minho," she bowed
"Crippled!" Gally barked
        "Useless!" Minho screamed
"Unloved!" Teresa cooed
         "Climb that wall!" They all shouted
I ran to my hut and sat against its wall. I started crying again feeling even worse than earlier. What if Thomas doesn't actually love me? I grabbed my knife that I kept under my blanket.
I held it against my wrist, took a deep unsteady breathe and drug the knife down my arm.
Every time I made a new cut and the blood came seeping out, the pain started to fade. I became nauseous and dizzy by about the twelfth cut. I got sleeping and there was so much blood on the floor and my sleeves now, but I just let myself doze off not caring, whether I lived or died at this moment.

Thomas pov.

"Newt? Alby said you came in here-why are you sleeping on the floor?" I bent down to pick him up. I moved my hand from his arm I looked at my hand it was damp. Red. It was red with his blood.
"Newt! Wake up! Newt," I shook him and I shook him like crazy, but he didn't wake up.
      "JEFF!"
Jeff came running along with others. They shoved me out of the way.
"This is your fault!" I jumped at Teresa, Minho, and Gally, "you wouldn't stop picking on him! You did this!"
     "Thomas now is not the time, we have to start taking care of him," Alby stated
"Okay," I shook my head.
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Newt never woke up. He never smiled again. I never heard his laugh or his warm hug on a cold night. Everything stopped around me once he was gone. They buried him in the deadheads, and everyone went on like he never even existed. But he was actually gone from me. I stopped running, I barely ate and now Teresa thinks that she can be all buddy buddy with me. No. Not after what she and everyone else die to me...to him.
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Dang first sad ending. Ow. I cried writing this.

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