He's Mad

29: Closer than ever

Even if that's true...if it's you, I don't mind. That's how much I like you...

      - Chiyo

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AN/ : tissue ulit mga bes. Ihanda mo na. 😢

" Are you ok? " Tanong ni Jhiro saakin habang pinapaypayan ako. After kasi naming mag—you know.. MOLMOL (Make Out- Make Out Lang) sa spring e biglaan na lang akong nahilo dahil sa sobrang init.

Sobrang Init.

" O-ok na. " I murmured. Nahihilo pa rin kasi ako nang konti. Grabe, mind blowing talaga, kiss pa lang ni Jhiro ganito na ako e paano na lang pala kung mag S.T pa yan! Kayanin kaya ng powers ko!?

" Just rest for a bit. And.. " Humina ang boses niya kaya nagmulat ako ng mga mata. Nakahiga lang naman kasi ako sa matigas na lap ni Jhiro. Ehem. He's looking away kaya hinintay ko na lang ang sasabihin niya. But when he finally look down pakiramdam ko mas lalo akong nahilo. His black eyes looking down at me looks extra pretty, his long and smooth jet black hair fanning his forehead was down. It was damp caused of the water. Usually laging nakaayos ang buhok ni Jhiro but this... the wet hair is a whole new level of sexiness.

Minsan napapaisip ako kung saang planeta siya galing at bakit ganito siya ka ganda? gorgeous? Ugh. Basta sexing bato siya! Pakshet talaga kasi kung babae siya siguradong super ganda niya. Mas maganda pa nga siya saakin eh! Unfair lang kasi mas maputi pa siya. Tsk. Rich kid kasi. Ano yan? Kumakain din ba siya ng gluta?

" I'm serious about earlier. " seryosong sabi niya habang nakatitig saakin na nakapag pabalik saakin. Napaawang ang bibig ko sa sinabi niya. He's serious about what?

" About starting to like you-"
Wow. Mind reader ba siya?

Rather than arguing and backing away, mas pinili ko na lamang tumango. Ito naman talaga ang plano ko diba? To face him directly.. hindi nga lang talaga expected ang naging reaction niya tungkol sa feelings ko. I was shocked! Sino ba namang mag iisip na ganiyon na lamang niya ako tanggapin? Goodness we're both on each other's nerves weeks ago! And now... kulang na lang e mag SHOW TIME kami kanina. Nababasa ko lang dati sa pocket book kung gaano pahirapan ng bidang lalaki na mayaman yung babae. Then why not Jhiro?

Dahil ba imported human siya?

Or does he feel pity towards me?

Or maybe he's just..using me?

Nakatitig lamang ako sakaniya habang hinahawi niya ang mabasabasa ko pang buhok.

Even if that's true...if it's you, I don't mind. That's how much I like you...

If you'll break me it's fine.
Basta ba huwag lang ikaw, kasi saaming dalawa mas kaya kong masaktan. He Can't.

He's cold but fragile. Like a thin layer of ice. He's not a snowman. Because if he was one, he wouldn't take care of me whenever I faint, he wouldn't bother to look for me or run for me, he won't smile with those silly things that I've said and did, Hindi rin siya mag kukwento tungkol sa sarili niya, he won't talk highly about his friends if he doesn't care. He's not a cold hearted person...he's just simply.Hurt.

Naramdaman ko nanaman yung kirot sa puso ko kapag naaalala ko yung naging buhay niya sa States. Sabi niya doon niya nakilala si Seven. He's a thug but they became friends and attended college together. Alongside with Seo? It's frustrating to know na sobrang dami ko pang hindi alam tungkol sa kaniya and I'm dying to know more. Pero ayoko siyang pwersahin o biglain na mag kwento. I want him to open up by himself. But.. sadya sigurong may pagka chismosa ako or nahawa na talaga ako kay Chandra.