BELLAs POV
NASA school na ako ngayon. Waiting for chinnel nag cr kase. Bagal talaga na babaeng to.
Finally she's done.
" girl, I saw Michelle kanina. She was spiking sa gym. She's good pala. My expectations are way too far." Sabi naman niya, Sabay hugas ng kamay.
" really, you should've told me so that I could see it too. But later na lng." I said while smiling. She just nodded.
We went out na sa comfort room. So many people outside. Then it was just Michelle may ka text sa phone and people or fans were asking for picture. She's famous as usual. We passed by her na lng. She noticed us and she just smiled.
As I was walking towards the classroom, nakita ko si Ricci may ka text ata.
" Bella o si Ricci may secret na." Sabi naman ni Brent. I just smiled and nodded. Pero inside I'm so hurt. Baka may.... ano na . Haysss. I stopped myself from ignoring it.
" yah. Alam ko. I'm not blind." I said sarcastically. " ohhhhhhhhh!" Sabi naman ni Brent na hinampas ang shoulders ni Ricci.
Ricci then said," oi ano yun? Galit si mrs.rivero.?" Tanong naman niya. I just raised my left eyebrow and smiled.
Andito na ang teacher. Thank god, supposedly kase he was about to talk to me but the teacher was here.
Deeply inside I'm crying. Aljun texted me last night na si Ricci daw, he was stalking Michelle. Mukhang kinikilig nga daw eh. Tapos, last night, Ricci slept late daw kase nag text daw si Michelle and ayun, ka text mate na daw. Ang sakit eh. The person who made you feel wanted is also the person who made you feel unwanted at the same time. Anong nangyari sa Atin Ricci? Just tell me if you ran out of feelings for me. I'll try to accept it and do the same way too as possible.
Suddenly tears began to fall. I wiped my tears. " hoiii you okay?" Tanong naman ni chinnel. I just nodded. She tapped my shoulders smoothly. She smiled.
Andito na rin si Michelle. Late as usual may fans eh nah pa picture. Hayyssss.
I saw Ricci smiled at her and she smiled back too. They were back mates. Me, in front. Them at the back. Af.
After ng first class, I went outside na with Chinnel. We went to our next class. Si Ricci naman, same class with Michelle, and other ls and ga.
" bell!" I heard someone shouted my name. His scent is just one of a kind. My favorite. I looked back. " what?" I asked. " are you fine? " he asked. " yah." I said. I went na. I did not look back again. Like, I'm just so... Ughhh I can't even explain what's in me inside.
---------------- after 1 month.
Unti unti na ang pag usap namin ni Ricci. Tiniis ko kahit masakit. Sabi Nila di alam ni Michelle na kame ni Ricci.
After ng day, I saw Michelle. She talked to me. " heyyy pretty girl." She said and smiled. " heyyy you are more beautiful." I said and smiled back too. " so... Alam mo si Ricci. Sobrang bait sa akin. He's courting me nga eh." She said. I just wanted to cry that time. In front of her. How could he? Did I do anything? Whyyyy? Why is this happening? Ang sakit. Sakit sakit. My heeeaaarrtttt , ma soullllll. I just wanna scream. Like hell. I smiled at her. " I'll go ahead. " I said. She just nodded.
At night, someone messaged me.
1new message
Ricci: kita tayo later.
This is the right Time I guess. To let go and tell him what I know and what's killing me inside and out.
Me: yah.
After ng night routine, I went out na sa house. We met up outside the subdivision. He drove the car.
Ricci: ( hugs )
Me: I have to tell you something
Ricci: ako rin
Me: okay
Ricci: ikaw mauna
I nodded my head.
Me: Ricci, tell me what's wrong. Is there anything that I did and didn't like it? Did I? Because if there is, tell me now. Sakit na sakit na eh. I'm just tired of this shit right now. Don't even try to act like you don't know what I'm talking about right now. I just wanted to know. Ricci, mahal mo ba si Michelle?
Ricci: Bella... I'm sorry if you feel that way. Sorry.
Bella: you weren't thinking that's why. Answer my god damn question!
Ricci: oo. Pero.. Mahal din kita eh.
Bella: then why the hell are you courting her?
Ricci: Hindi ko alam.
Bella: serious talk na to. Serious answer na rin to! Ano ba?
Ricci: sorry na oh.
Bella: Ricci!
Ricci: there's just something about her okay? Something about her na Wala ka. Alam mo bang, she's always there when you weren't?
Bella: alam mo rin bang, you did not told her na may girlfriend ka na? P**a!
Ricci: bc inlove na nga ako sa Kanya.
Bella: you should've told me na Wala na para Hindi mo ako Pinag laruan. Sakit eh.
Ricci: ( cries and bows his head)
Bella: ako na mismo. Wala na ah. Wala na. Your free. I'm just tired of this game. Tired of waiting for you to call or message me. Waiting to talk to me. Waiting for you everyday. But your busy with that girl. Hindi mo namalayan na may girlfriend ka na. Flirt a more. Ayaw ko na. I'm so sick of this. Mas masaktan Lang ako nito. * walks away *
He held my hands and said na mahal niya ako.
I slapped him. ouch I shouldn't be but.... He sobs 😭
Bella: may mahal ka ng Iba. Baka Hindi ako yung tinutukoy mo.
Bella: nga Pala.. Sorry if I'm never good enough. Sorry ah. *sobs 😭
I walked away and went back home. My tears were falling down. I ran upstairs and cried all night. Ang sakit. Sobra. Bakit ba? I'm sorry if I'm not perfect enough. 😭
" I don't deserve him"
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Hey labs. Sorry for the heartbreaking scenes. I hoped you liked it. I hope you'll vote and support. Thank you so much and God bless. Take care.
Ayan Wala na ang BELCCI. 😭😭 Baka MICCI na ang bagong darating.
