Kendra Cullen

Goodbye Jacob

The scenery was so beautiful out I couldn't stand the fact I was never going to see it again. I stopped in front of the little house where part of my heart is. My hands were tightly holding the stirring wheel. I got out of the car and walked to the door. I didn't even have the opportunity to knock as the door opened. Billy was there looking at me with worry. "Kendra does.." "This is a brief visit Billy" He just nodded and moved out the way.

I made my way to Jacob's room; my heart was beating rapidly. I opened the door to see Jacob just laying there looking at the ceiling when he turned his head to look at me a smile came on his face. "Hey, Kendra" "Hi Jake" he could sense there was something wrong. "What's up you're not usually this silent around me." I sat down. "Something happened last night and my family has to leave Bella will be crushed, but as much as I hate her, I don't want her to go through a lot of pain, do me a favor and when she comes to you please just be there for her show her another kind of happiness."

Jacob looked confused at my words. It hurt me to tell him to go after Bella. I liked him a lot. "When will I see you again?" I just shrugged feeling tears start to form. "I love you, Jacob, you're my best friend, and I hope you go through this okay" Jacob looked crushed knowing that this was a goodbye from me and that we may not see each other again. I got up to go to the door realizing that I was leaving a life again because of my family's secret and how it has to stay hidden. "Kendra wait" I turned around coming in contact with Jacob's lips. Our kiss was filled with sorrow as I put my arms around Jacob's neck the kiss getting deeper. When we stepped apart, we just looked at each other not wanting to leave. "I have to go Jacob" "I understand" I stepped away and with one last look I was out the door.

When I got home, everything was packed and secured I walked up to my Dad who by the looks of it already told Bella the news he looked a wreck. For once I felt sorry for him we were both losing something. "So where are we going ?" I knew it was just going to be my dad and me now. "Kendra you're going with Carlisle and Esme I..I need time alone." What so now he doesn't want me to be with him I got highly pissed thinking about it. "Why are you doing this to me huh, I'm your daughter ever since Bella came that's all that mattered I have to sacrifice my life, change everything, lose you because of Bella."

He had his back turned to me. I knew the others could hear our argument. "You know what fine don't be in my life anymore I don't need you so go have a pity party by yourself I hope you're happy" I stormed out the house into Carlisle's car. On the journey, I had countless tears flowing down my face. I was so mad I hate Bella more than anything she took my life away from me.

4 MONTHS LATER

"Kendra can you please focus I'm trying to teach you biology" I still ignored Alice trying to get my attention. Jasper wasn't here to make me, so I wasn't concerned. My mood grew worse over time, my eyes cold with no feeling at all, homeschooled and bound to this house. I haven't heard from anyone in Forks which sucked. "Alice I really don't care for this anymore really I just need to be left alone" Alice took a deep breath and got up but stopped when she got to the door. "You know Kendra this funk that you're in it's only going to make stuff worse" I just looked at Alice with tears forming. "I would like it Alice if you would not try to change the event that is soon to come" Alice was hiding something from me I know it's terrible, and she doesn't want it to happen, but I didn't care anymore. I had no friends here what so ever I just stayed in my room not wanting to be a part of anything anymore.

A FEW WEEKS LATER

I was listening to music when I heard a racket downstairs it sounded like Alice had a vision; hopefully, it's about my Father. Even though I was mad at him, it didn't mean I still didn't worry about him. I went to my door and opened it slightly to hear the words Bella and cliff flow from her mouth. That pathetic idiot jumped what the hell is with her? Jacob will be so crushed not to mention my Father. But I didn't care that was her stupid fault I mean killing yourself really cause my Father didn't want to stay with you. He didn't want to stay with me either, but you don't see me jumping off a cliff.