Kendra Cullen

Goodbye Jacob

I just shook my head and slammed my door so that everyone could hear. It wasn't until a few hours later that a knock sounded on my door. "Kendra it's Esme and Carlisle we have to talk to you" I opened the door to see their sullen faces. "What happened? Does my dad know about Bella? Is he here?" they both looked to each other searching for a way to break something down to me. "Kendra sit we have to tell you something" I didn't like the way this was going. "Kendra honey Rosalie told your Father about Bella, and he went off, Alice just called us to say Bella is alive" I still didn't understand what did the news of Bella being alive have to do with me. "If Bella is alive then you told my Dad right?" "Kendra Edward went to Italy to kill himself." When I heard that anger, sadness, and other emotions came over me so fast that I fainted.

"Alice, it's been two days when is she going to wake up?" I recognized that voice but how could he be here when he went to get himself killed. "Carlisle said she went into shock when they broke the news to her I'm sorry Edward."
I felt my body trying to move but it wouldn't so much pain. "How was she?" My Dady asked touching my cheek. "Edward instead of thinking about Bella and how her life would be without you Kendra's should've come first she didn't come out her room the whole time we were there." Said Rosalie she is very protective of me. I didn't want to hear this conversation not when I'm laying here hurt. "Kendra please open your eyes." I didn't want his sympathy. Can you all leave? "Come, guys, she wants us to leave." I heard the door slam, and my eyes opened. I looked around to see my old room in Forks. We came back what the hell. I looked at myself in the mirror to see a girl I didn't recognize at all. I was a mess this wasn't the Kendra Cullen I was raised to be. I went to my bathroom to take a shower loving how the water felt I don't know how long I was in there but when I heard the front door open and Bella's voice I decided to get dress and see what was happening.

When I got downstairs, I looked to see Bella talking to everyone about a vote. "What are they voting on?" I said everyone looked up surprised to see my face and hear my voice. "Kendra you're awake" I ignored Esme looking at Bella "What vote Bella"?" she looked afraid to tell me. "Um I want to become a vampire, and I was just forming a vote to see what everyone thought" I started to laugh everyone knew of my dislike for Bella, so the air filled with the tension I felt bad for Jasper. "Well here's my vote I say no and here's why one: you put this family, my family, through so much shit I bet Victoria is still alive wait how the hell are you alive?" I turned to my Dad. "Alice and I went to Italy to save him." I looked back at Bella to see her getting some courage, thinking I would be happy that she saved him wrong. "He wouldn't need saving if your dumb ass didn't jump off the damn cliff." "Kendra" Emmett was trying to warn me, but I put my hand up to silence him.

Alice and Jasper were looking like they knew this was going to happen because Jasper was letting my emotions go haywire. "How dare you think you have the right to be a vampire when you can't even behave like a human and joining my family? when you already put them in danger now, the Volturi probably know about you." Bella was shocked when I said that. "How is it the Volturi know of you?" Did she ask me that?

"Kendra is extraordinary like yourself because of her blood appeal on vampires Aro didn't see the need in changing her" Carlisle was still observing me with concern on his face as he explained my situation. "See I'm what you call special my blood tends to fight off venom making it impossible to turn me anyway."

I was closing on Bella with every word I spoke. She was looking at me with pure fear. "Bella from day one I've disliked you I tried to get along for my Father's sake, but here you are doing dumb shit, I even bet you met the wolves of La Plush and by that Jacob must have phased by now." Bella was looking at me in anger now. "You knew?" "Of course I knew how could I not know he is MY best friend I do live with vampires" Everyone was still watching me nor knowing if they should intervene soon. "Bella, you took my dad, my family, my best friend, you got a psycho vampire after my family, and now you want us to vote and support you becoming a vampire" After I said that I realized was close enough to hit her, and that's just what I did.

I punched Bella right in the face. My Dad ran to grab Bella as she fell on the floor covering her eye, Emmett caught me so I couldn't get any more hits in, and Alice was just standing there letting it happen. I think Rosalie had a smile on her face. I was screaming trying to reach them both now "I hate you, I hate you, you don't care about me, let me at her, I hate you!" My Dad looked sad and guilty about everything, but I knew I'd get yelled at later on. Emmett carried me outside with me still screaming. "Kendra calm down hey calm down." I stopped yelling and got Emmett off me I started crying making my head pound. "Forget you and the rest of this family Emmett have the clumsy as a human for all I care." I walked down the lane and started down the road trying to keep it in. I was still walking when I decide to stop at a bench I reached in my pocket to find my phone staring for a few minutes I decided to call Jacob.

Jacob=Bold Kendra=Italicized

You have some nerve calling me. Jake let me explain. I knew there was something wrong with your family, but I didn't think they were bloodsuckers. My heart dropped this wasn't the Jacob I knew those damn wolves got into his head. Look, Jake, I'm sorry, but I had to protect my family's secret even though I hate them now I'd do anything for them. Whatever Kendra you do what you want we now know what sides we have to stay on. What about that kiss before I left. He just hung up.

I just lost Jacob probably forever great. I sat there for a few minutes when a car came beside me. "Kendra get in." I looked up to see Alice with a frown on her face. I got in the car and just sat there with my head hung. "How long?" I asked Alice she knew what I was talking about. "When you passed out I had a vision we had just gotten out of Italy Edward wasn't paying much attention." "So you listened to my advice." "I had to it was going to happen anyway" I just nodded realizing that we made it home. "He's not home he's staying with Bella for the night you blackened her eye." I just nodded again and got out the car. When I got in the house, everyone just ignored me letting me go to my room and cry in peace.