Supposed to be a 'Nerd' !

Set a date.

Maddison POV

The last few weeks have been stressful for me. Kelly came over on Sunday like she said she would and we finished my room, I had to smuggle John back into my room that Monday so he could do my room again and hide everything. But overall everything's gone back to normal; well as normal as they've ever been for me at least.

Everything's gone back to usual with the sidemen even if I'm living with the majority of them now. I don't actually get why everything changed in the first place to be honest. The only thing that hurt about the whole thing was that I don't even see Josh anymore, he's either with Freya, filming or editing and when I do finally see him he either ignores or avoids me and at school when Simon or any of the others are hitting me he just turns his head and listens to what they're doing.

Which reminds me that I added a few more videos on my channel and I already have quite a few subscribers already. Nobody knows it's me yet so I just sit and listen when one of the guys are getting pissed about the videos since they still down know who's doing it and I don't plan on telling any of them.

The only thing is that I can't put actual cameras around anymore since they've started looking for them. I'm actually surprised none of them went to the police yet but who am I to say anything to them. I've asked John for some micro-cams to hide around the house and I'm just waiting for him to get them before I can even film another video.

Right now I'm sneaking out of the downstairs toilet window which I can only just get through. I've started training again and tonight's my first fight since I got hurt.

All of the sidemen have started asking questions about where I go at night, Simons convinced them I'm running off to fuck someone so they watch me at school to try and find out who I'm apparently fucking. I think it's all funny how they all think I'd fuck someone from school and how they basically think I'm some kind of tramp when I'm actually a virgin.

For some reason the guy who I met the night Josh and Freya got back together who's name I found out was Cal keeps trying to talk to me but every time one of the sidemen (usually Simon) comes and takes him away from me and I get glares at and sometimes hit or punched for it.

But I've noticed that they never do anything in front of him which is weird since he's their friend and would side with them surely.

Anyway back to the present where I'm currently hanging ass first out of a window with only a pair of trackies and a sports bra on since my top got caught in the window and I had to take it off whilst still being in the window.

Suddenly I feel a pair of warm hands gently hold me by my waist and pull me down from the window, bringing me to my feet at the front of the house finally. Wait a pair of hands?! I spin around and come face to face well more like face to chest with Cal and another guy who's gawking at me whilst Cal jut smiles down at me.

"Having fun their Tom?" He asks as I take a step away from the cold wall. He's come up with a nickname for me which started off as tomato (pronounced tom-art-to) but he said it was to long so now he calls me tom for short.

"I'm not red." I roll my eyes at him and the guy he's with just carried on looking at me, well my boobs and ass so not me but yeah. "What's he looking at?" I ask and gesture to him he looks away in embarrassment and Cal just laughs at him and looks back at me.

"Yeah only coz it's freezing and your stood here in your bra! Come on let's get you inside." He says and put his hand on the small of my back but I pull away from him even if he is warming me up.