The Kids are not Okay (they promise)

9

Gee's POV:

"Happy one month anniversary," I cheer as Frank opens the door.

"Hey I didn't know you were coming over," he smiled.

"Well, I wanted to celebrate," I told him, "also I got you these." I said holing out I little Baggie that read 'seven assorted guitar picks'.

"Oh cool," he cheered, "hey do you want to head to the park after I change out of my church clothes?"

"Haha, you go to church?" I giggled.

"Yeah my mom makes my," he blushed.

"Okay go get changed," I said sending him off.

...

"So," I said when we got there, "we've been dating for a month but we still don't know a whole lot about each other."

"I guess, what do you want to know," he said.

"What are your fears, your interests, your deepest secrets," I listed.

"Haha, well I'm terrified of spiders," he shivered, "I love playing guitar, sometimes I write songs. I don't know what about you?"

"Kay, I'm afraid of needles and balloons, I like..."

"Balloons?" He cut me off.

"Yes, okay," I snapped, "and I like comic books, like a lot."

"Cool, I like batman," he said.

"Wow," I exclaimed, "this conversation is boring."

"Yeah, I didn't want to be rude, but..." He dragged on.

"Hey, like you thought of a better conversation," I bugged.

"Well I can think of one better thing," he smirked.

"Which is?"

"This," he said as leaned in for a kiss.

"Oh wow," I breathed. He kept kissing me, right on the mouth.

...

About an hour later we had ended up at my house alone.

"I guess we would have had this conversation eventually," he started.

"Yeah," I mumbled.

"So like, eventually we might have...sex," he said.

"I guess so," I shrugged.

"So do you want to? I mean, we are alone," he suggested.

"Frank, I'm not ready," I told him.

"Okay, okay I can respect that," he assured me.

"It's not because of you, though, it's just that," I paused, "I'm only two months into my transition and hate seeing myself naked, much less having someone else see."

"Hey that's okay, I understand," he reassured me, "I can't see myself shirtless without wanting to barf so...yeah."

"I think I did barf once from looking in the mirror," I confessed.

"It's just like, I don't want to be a virgin forever but I don't know if I'm comfortable with actually having sex, you know," he explained.

"Yeah actually," I looked at him, "wait, your still a virgin too?"

"Yeah"

"So when we do do it, we'll be losing it together," I said.

"How romantic," he joked, leaning for another kiss.
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Well, that was...kinda cute?

~Cass