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Thoughts from me

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Just a compilation of a lot of my thoughts. Just because I want to put them somewhere. I am not expecting anyone to read but if you do, thank you.

#anxiety #anxietyattacks #depersonalization #depressed #depression #eatingdisorder #ocd #selfharm #socialanxiety #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #suicide

Alone

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                                                  I have no friends. 
                              I have no best friends. I don't think I'm ever going to get to that point where I have a group of 'best friends' I'm not going to exceed at life and I'm never going to be able to go out anywhere and just meet people. 
Either randomly making a friend when I'm out some day or make plans with people. 
                              I am just lost into the void of aloneness and no one is throwing down a rope to help me out and be my friend. 
                              I feel I have lost all my chances of having a close-knit friendship where each person is included and 100% comfortable with the others' company.