Dear diary,
why must I feel the need to fight with everyone? Why can't I get along with anyone for a long period of time? Why do I ruin everything and why do I make life hard for my family? What's wrong with me? How did I come to be this way?
I don't get it.. I don't know where I went wrong.. I used to be happy all the time, smiling and never a care in the world. Why do I have to be like this? I try to fix myself and make it easier for me.. Why can't I simply say how I feel to people without yelling and making them hate me more? Why do I ruin everything going good for me? Why can't I be normal emotionally? I love my personality.. but I hate it.. I hate my emotions because they're crazy. I can't get myself in check and I hate it. I hate not having control and all the people I hurt. I just want life to be easier.
Why can't anything be easy?
Truly yours,
anonymous.
