Did he seriously just kiss me? Oh my gosh. The emotions that were running through my head at the moment were crazy.
"Woah, Patrick I didn't know you liked me like that." I said looking blankly into the air.
" I have for a while now." He told me shyly
This was my moment to tell him how i really felt about him. I'm so nervous! ugh! Okay here I go.
"Well at least I know you like me, because Patrick, I freaking love you. I didn't know how to tell you but that kiss explained alot."
I instantly grabbed him and hugged him. I could tell he instantly felt comfortable in my arms and I felt like I can take on the world with him in my arms.
"Pete, can I tell you something?" Patrick asks in my ear.
"Sure what is it?"
"I never want to leave your arms. Ever. I seriously miss missing you."
"You don't have to, I miss you too." I let go of him for one second to ask him a very important question.
"Patrick, I know we really just confessed but I really don't want you thinking about anyone else when I'm not there with you. I w-was wondering if you would like to date me." I'm so bad at asking people out. Oh wow I sound like I'm back In high school asking someone out. He looked up at me with those seducing eyes, I swear he's beyond beautiful and he says
"Who wouldn't want the pleasure to date you."
we end that conversation with a little kiss, nothing much. I just can't believe he actually likes me. Loves me to be exact. This day seriously couldn't be any better.
"The guys are probably wondering what we are doing in here for so long." Patrick said.
"Yeah lets go." I give him one last kiss before we walked out of the kitchen.
" I don't think we should tell the guys about us yet. Its not a good time especially after the band breaking up and stuff."
"Yeah, that sounds like a smart idea, lets let them figure it out."
"okay." We walk out of the kitchen and the guys stare at us.
"How come you guys were in there for so long?" Andy says with a confused look on his face.
"We were just catching up, you know since we haven't seen each other in a month."
"Makes sense" Joe tells us while hes on his ipad which he is all the time.
Its now around 9 at night and I've had so much fun with the guys. We played x-box, we prank called Brendon (Yes we prank call our friends, were still kids at heart.) I always have the best time with the guys. I just wish that the band was back together, as much as i love hanging with the guys, just hanging out, I loved writing music with them also. If Patrick is going on a solo career that means i will not be able to see him as much as I will need to. I've been going through major depression and I feel like Patrick can bring me out of it because hes just so sweet and he actually cares.
" Hey guys I think Andy and I are are going to leave." Joe told Patrick and I.
"Yeah, I think Im going to go also Pete. I'm very tired." Patrick says, which made me kinda sad because I don't want him to leave, Ever.
"okay, Ill text you guys later" They all three walk out of my house, i already miss Patrick. I look at the clock and it says 1:00 A.M and I cant sleep because i keep thinking about Patrick.
Its been the best day of my life so far.
