Sometimes I wish to be loved,
Loved enough to be held every night,
Loved enough not to be judged when
I confess my darkest secrets and thoughts.
Because maybe if i am loved like that,
It wouldn't be much of a challenge to love myself.
Because when you smile
I forget everything,
I forget my troubles
I forget my scars
I forget the memories
I forget the depression
But when you smile at me
I also forget that you don't care.
I forget that you dont feel the same way...
