Im not anyone's first choice.
Im not anyone's favorite.
People may tell me i mean a lot to them
and that im special to them
but i know there's someone they will always choose over me.
My dreams turned into nightmares
My nightmares turned into reality
My sun turned into darkness
My smile turned into tears
My laughs turned into sobs
My skin turned into scars
And i have turned into someone i dont even know
-s.s.
I just want to feel important to someone,
Im just tired of hearing lies
Not joking lies
Real lies