*sits on my bed and gets on my hands and knees and reaches out my hand and realizes that there is no one there to take my hand I'm alone I deserve it*
So apparently I'm a monster a terrible person. All because I spoke how I felt and then went off because they let others on their account and called me a whore and that I should drink bleach. That I'm a terrible person and all this other stuff. I'm sorry that I stood up for myself because no one else was.
They sat there and let their friends say that to me when I wasn't even fighting with them I got mad because they said this person was a good person yet they sat there and told me to drink bleach so I guess that's a good person now? That I'm a bully for standing up for myself?
I don't care anymore if people talk shit about me I'm used to being alone. I'm just going to keep my mouth shut and not tell people how I feel or defend myself anymore. Now you all know I'm a monster I'm not a nice person at all I don't deserve anyone I'm sorry I failed you all I'm sorry that I cracked I'm just all out sorry.
*curls up in my bed trying to fold in on myself trying to make myself disappear*
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