It was safe to say that this whole Evan thing was making me lose my mind!!
I don't want to just go back to the way things were. That can't happen. We have a kid. And while I'm grateful Evan atleast wants to spend time with him, it also means that I have to spend time with him.
And I don't know if I'm strong enough to do that yet. I mean everytime I see him I feel exactly like I did 3 years ago. Obviously before he left.
But I also want to scratch his eyes out everytime I see him too.
But for Hunters sake I can't just let him back in my life again. It's to complicated.
But I can't help the way I feel. No matter how much I want to.
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I kissed Hunter goodbye and drove to work.
I wonder what's gonna happen today...
I arrived on set and collected my things. Making my way to my trailer keeping an eye out for Evan.
So far so good.
I open my trailer door slowly..
No Evan.
I breathed a sigh of relief.
My makeup and hair wasn't supposed to be here for a while. Considering I did leave earlier than normal.
I decided to change. Making my way the the back room. I opened the door and screamed.
"Evan! You ass! You scared the crap out of me!" I shouted.
"Haha! I'm sorry I wanted to surprise you!" He apoligized.
He walked over to me and enveloped me in a hug.
He smelled so good.
Stop it!
"So I was thinking, maybe we can go to lunch together." Evan suggested.
"I don't know..." I told him.
He looked at me confused.
"Why not?" he asked.
"Because. We can't just go back to the way things were! Things have changed." I said.
"So that means we can't have lunch?" he checked.
" It was never just anything with you." I reminded.
"Yeah....your right..." He agreed, scratching the back of his neck.
"But I promise, just lunch." he assured.
"Promise??" I double checked.
He held out his pinky. I wrapped my pinky around his.
Let's hope he keeps his promise.
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The rest of filming went pretty normal. We had to redo some stuff, but before I knew it lunch time came.
I walked I to my dressing room. No Evan. Good. Just to be safe I checked the back room too. Also clear.
I breathed a sigh of relief. And gathered my things.
I walked to the parking lot to look for Evan. I spotted him leaned against his car smiling at me.
I made my way over to him as he walked to my side of the car and opened the door.
Always the gentlemen.
I slipped in and he shut the door. walking to his side. I looked around the car, sleek and brandnew.
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My beautiful mistake
RomanceIt's been 3 years since Evan left. But he left a piece of himself behind. And until now, he never knew.