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Clara.

"It's perfect," I say, looking at the long blue dress on my body.

"He's going to love it," Gemma smiles, her hands fanning out the bottom. The dress is for an award ceremony. I don't know which one, but Harry was invited so he's bringing me as his plus one.

They style my hair and do my make-up, my face almost unrecognizable. But it looks so amazing that my happiness is so high.

I feel beautiful for the first time in a really long time.

The door opens and I turn, Harry stopping in his tracks when he sees me. His eyes scale up and down my body and I admire his styled look. He looks so good.

"My beautiful girl," he says, wrapping his arms around my waist. I wrap my arms around his neck and he hugs me close, his lips pressing to my cheek.

"You look so good," I tell him, his hands moving to my waist to look at me.

"Are you happy with the dress? I didn't know if you'd like it," he says, my head nodding.

"It's beautiful. Thank you, um, for getting one with sleeves," I say, the barely visible scars still making me a little self-conscious.

"I wanted you to be comfortable. God, you look stunning," he continues, my heart racing. I smile and let him go, a few people talking to him while I finish getting ready.

Harry then takes my hand and leads me out of the building to his car, driving us to where we need to be. It's when we pull into the venue I realize this is a fashion award, and I'm more than likely going to look like crap next to all the models here.

"Hey," Harry says, putting his hand on my thigh. "You are my beautiful girl. No one tells you otherwise. This is for us, to prove to them we're together and I want nothing else."

I smile, setting my hand over his. "Thank you. I really want this to go for us."

He smiles and he gets out, handing his key to the valet before coming to my side to open the door. Noise grows and I grab Harry's hand, helping me out. I move close to Harry and he tells me to smile and breathe, my head nodding. I smile up at him and he makes me happy, showing me everything is okay.

Our photos are taken and he never leaves my side, taking us to where our table is. There are so many recognizable people here and I find myself very nervous. Harry takes a seat after helping me situate my dress and he grabs my hand.

"You okay?" he asks, my head nodding.

The awards start and Harry holds my hand tightly, his body tense as he watches a few people pass. I know he must have had some type of history with them, but I choose to ignore it for he's assured me I'm with him.

"Do you have a nomination?" I ask, his head nodding.

"This one," he points, the screen reading 'Best Male Fashion Icon'.

"You'll win," I say, his lips curving. He kisses the back of my hand and we listen to the nominees, his name called. Then the envelope is opened.

"Harry Styles!"

My lips part and I smile, his body standing up. He hugs me and I tell him I told you so, his head lifting. He kisses me and I don't even care, so happy right now.

"I love you," I blurt out, shocked I said so. He parts his lips, but he's ushered away so quickly. I'm left as a bundle of nerves and I sit down, so petrified. I just ruined the moment by blurting my feelings.

Harry accepts the award and starts thanking people who have helped him. My mind is so clouded that I can barely listen.

"But I really want to thank my girl Clara. She's...she's everything to me and I just...my God I'm so in love with her it's crazy, but I owe her my happiness. She's the light I've needed and I don't think I'd want to be with anyone else. I love her, so this one's for her," he says, my heart stopping.

He feels the same. Harry just said he's in love with me.

I'm almost to shocked to move when I see him, but I manage to stand up in time for him to hug me. My worries leave me and I'm so happy everything is okay.

"I love you Clara. So much," he whispers, my eyes closing.

"I love you so much," I say, holding him close.

The smiles never leave the rest of the night, my happiness never peaking so high. I'm introduced to numerous people and I feel on cloud nine, getting complimented by A list people. Harry seems so happy knowing just how happy I am.

Harry takes us back to his house after and he holds my hand as we walk upstairs, his arm wrapping around my waist. He kisses my temple and I put my hand on his stomach, his head resting beside mine.

"Take a bath with me," I whisper, his hand coming to my cheek. I lift my head and his lips press to mine, his kiss soft.

"I could do anything with you," he breathes, my heart racing.

He drops his hand and moves me into the bathroom, the two of us silent but so comfortable.

"Can you unzip this?" I ask, his head nodding. His fingers run against my back and he unzips the dress, helping me step out and taking the dress. He sets it on the chair and walks back to me, his hands grabbing my waist. I'm not wearing anything but my panties, the dress unable to accommodate a bra. So my body is taken in Harry's arms and he holds me, kissing my face.

I start to unbutton his shirt and he helps me take his clothes off. He stands in his dress pants and shoes, his shirtless torso felt beneath my fingertips.

"You're my angel, Clara. I can't...how did I get to be so lucky? It just blows my mind," he whispers, my head tilting to look at him. His forehead rests on mine and I shift onto my tiptoes, kissing him.

"You gave me a life worth living," I whisper on his lips, his lips brushing mine.

He kisses me once more before I let him go, turning the water on. I take my panties off and sit, his body soon moving behind mine. He hugs me and I relax back on him, his lip kissing my shoulder.

"I've never loved anyone before," he whispers, my stomach filling with butterflies at the thought. "That's how I know this is what I feel for you."

I grab his hand, holding it close. "I love you, Harry. A-And I don't really know what I'd do if I lost you."

It's the truth. He's been my rock since the accident and we've gone through a lot. But he's proven to me just what life can be, and in him doing so, I fell in love.

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